I didn't expect Eliyas to say these words.. Especially not in front of Lydia, because if I remember correctly he always considered her feelings and treated her so well since she is the daughter of a big man and it's not beneficial for him at all to offend her or her father.I didn't know what I should say next: if I agree with him then it will be considered as my agreement to go back with him and I absolutely don't want that in anyway.
But, if I disagree with what he said, then Lydia will win.
So yes, I was in a true torment because of his words.
honestly, i'm not your strategic woman who can be devious and turn every situation to her favor, I am not that, I often lose face plainly because I'm bluntly frank and direct, So this was the reason I had no idea how to win in this situation, my head is simply not programmed to solve such puzzles.
I must have spent a long time thinking, because Eliyas apparently ran out of patience so he called my name:
_"Noursine."
His tone was so soft, As if he was enjoying the sound of my name.
This way of calling my name sounded so familiar.. It was exactly like how he used to do when we were together.
Back then, he loved the sound of my name, and yes, I literally mean this!
This strange man never even once said he liked me but one of these rare days when he was in a good mood he suddenly confessed:
_"I love your name."
He always called me whenever I waz around for the most trivial of things, like " Noursine.. The blanket doesn't cover your back .. You will be cold later at night" .. "Noursine, my shoe is missing" .."Noursine, don't fake falling asleep .. I can see you blinking".
Sometimes he would simply call my name, And when I turn to look at him he would only keep looking at me without even saying a word.
So one night, when his mood was so good that he kept calling my name repeatedly, and every time I replied he simply bursted in laughter for no clear reason, initially I wasn't paying him much attention since I was busy working on an article, but after 5 times of calling my name for no particular purpose I boldly asked him:
_" do you like my name that much?"
_"hmmm" he nodded while smiling.
I lifted my eyes to look at him, He was sitting right beside me on the bed with his laptop on his lap.
His face held a nonchalant wide grin, looking so very different from his usual serious self, He took a deep breath while observing me.. then surprisingly added:
_" I love your name."
I was so amused with what he said that I laughed and shook my head in disbelief. Then suggested:
_" then, let's have a daughter and name her Noursine as well so you would have double the fun calling this name"
If I knew I will be losing the child I dreamed of having because of him.. I wouldn't have said these words.
Now, even such sweet memories are very hard to recall, and I hate the sound of my name coming from between his lips.. Just as much as I hate him.
_"don't call my name." I said in a serious manner.
Even this little of me, I refused to give it to him .. He has no longer right to have anything from me, even the right to call my name.
Thinking about his words again, It was actually the first time he suggested me going back with him, for the past years he only insisted on not giving me a divorce but never dared to ask me to go back with him.

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