How To Get A Divorce From A Billionaire ?

Episode 13

_"Forgive me"

Eliyas said.

Once hearing these words whatever silly staring battle I had before came to a quick end.

I looked at him in disgust and laughed mockingly though I felt pained:

_"you dare ask me for forgiveness?"

Maybe he didn't know what to say next.. Or he simply didn't have anything to say next, the result was he didn't speak a word after this.

Still, for some mean heart intention of mine, I decided to step more on his pride so he never asks me such an impossible favor in the future.

I smiled coldly.. And replied:

_"the answer is clearly No, I will never forgive you, I still wish you'll be punished severely."

After I said this, I didn't feel particularly better, these words meant nothing to me and didn't have any weight.

But this was not the case for Eliyas apparently.. It is unimportant anyways to mention his expression, let's just say he wasn't looking pleased with them.

_"I'm leaving" he muttered barely heard.

Then he went back to the living room.. Held his coat and simply walked out of the house all together.

I looked at the closed door with my heart feeling uneasy, it's really hard being around this man, I hate him.. I want him to be in pain.. I want him to suffer so as my son's death don't go unpunished.

But at the same time.. It's still hard for me to see his sad face.

I remember back at those days when I was hospitalized after losing my baby Eliyas was somehow always around.
And by "somehow" I mean he was there at the hospital.. But he didn't dare to come inside my room to see me.

Actually, I only knew about his secret staying in the hospital thanks to my dear grandmother. Although she supposedly came to take care of me.. She did everything except for that.
I was pretty much unconscious for the few first days so I had no memories of me falling into sepsis because of the infected wounds in my thighs which was the result of me being taken to the hospital a bit late in a critical condition. I was later told that my temperature went crazy high and I looked so sour that no one believed I was going to wake up again.

They were even informed that things can go further worse, that I will within hours develop a condition which would cost me my limbs, my organs or my life.. It was just the scariest news.

The machines that were attached to me rang alarmingly repeatedly, and in each and every time when the doctors rushed inside the room it meant that they will walk out with either bad news or the worst of news.

My grandmother said that it was mostly Eliyas being alone through all of this because she couldn't support the stress of being informed that I was going to die at any given moment so many times during those days so she simply went home and asked Eliyas to call her only when I survive or when I definitely die, which is quite ruthless if you ask my opinion. To both me and Eliyas to be left alone in such situation.

Quite heartless..

Actually thinking that the only person who stayed by my side when I was likely to die was Eliyas filladi I feel sorry for both of us, no matter how heartless he is, it still must have made him feel guilty being reminded many times through the day that his wife might end up dying because of his mistake, not to mention that he already lost his son, He sure must have suffocated in regret unless he is a psychopath which is not the case.

I recovered ultimately so my grandmother finally decided to act like a decent family member and she came to stay by my bed side.

After I woke up I was in a poor state both physically and mentally. I lost a son after all .. In a horrible way.