How To Get A Divorce From A Billionaire ?

Episode 25

I couldn't breathe.

For a very long time I thought only phobia could make me suffocate, not knowing that in my life I will live worst situations than a panic attack.
Take a trust attack as an example.

My vision was so blurry and the voices were fading around me, all I wanted was someone to lean on.

In that terrible state, which was caused by this husband of mine's confession, the only person I still wanted to lean on and wholeheartedly trusted was actually him, this husband of mine.

I hate feelings, I don't know if such hatred should be logic or explained but I sincerely hate feelings, I hate how we can't control them .. And how contradicted they make us.

In my blurry state I was held by strong arms which felt like sponge though, my name was constantly called, and the typical Algerian Eliyas brought a bottle of water in the speed of the light and was in the process of flashing my face with water when I finally had my full consciousness back.

I was sitting on a sofa.

The first thing i did was to push Eliyas's body that supported mine, then i coldly said:

_"get away from me."

He closed his eyes then sighed in relief, then he calmly stepped away, such silly behavior can only be explained with one contradicted and illogical humanly nature called: feelings, otherwise who would be dumb enough to exhale in relief while being kicked away?

I'm emphasizing on this concept which can not be explained nor controlled because what will happen afterwards will only be a pure battle where feelings took full control and logic just walked out of the room.

_" Noursine i think you misunderstood, let me explain." Eliyas immediately said once he was few steps away from me.

i didn't even look at him, I tried to take control of my emotions then i interrupted him:

_" tell me what happened? Did your precious father send people to kill mine? Or did he kill him by his own hands? "

_"No.. How could you even__.. No!" Eliyas replied confused and surprised of how my imagination went this far.

_"did your father threaten him.. So my father killed himself? Or did he get him involved in some illegal business?" I asked again.

_"Noursine!" Eliyas called my name imposingly, making me raise my eyes to look at him.

He was staring at me very seriously, so did I, he asked:

_"What do you think of me? Do you think i would just stand aside if my father was truly involved in killing my uncle?"

No matter how i looked at him, i simply knew he was powerful and ruthless .. I didn't know how far he could go, so i said my honest opinion:

_" i don't know.. I truly don't, you even manipulated the law when my son died because of you and you never got any punishment." i replied.

_"you have crossed your limits" Eliyas said.. Having a broken yet strong Aura.

His face, was the darkest i have ever seen.

you see, Eliyas doesn't have so many weak points.. I bet he cleared all distractions from his way and led a straight emotionless life in order to not let his enemies get a chance to take him down using them, this powerful man only had two weak points which he surprisingly couldn't control: his complicated feelings towards me, the accident which made us lose our son.

And I used them both in one sentence, i crushed him far beyond his capacity to endure.. I was merciless with him.

During our short married life which was full of hurtful words and actions, i was ruthless with that man.. So was he, but if i need to mention only two major events in which my words truly and totally broke his heart then i have to mention these: