~Please Understand Me~ Trans!Deku x Bakugo

~𝒞𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝟤~

I arrived home to see that my mother wasn't home yet. I found a note on a table near the couch. I picked it up and it read, "Im going on vacation for a few days! I left some money and food for you :) Also Bakugo's mother is coming along with me, and he will most likely be staying with you. I don't want you to get hurt or anything sweetheart! I love you lots and lots"

I smiled at the note, and then frowned knowing that Kacchan would be coming over. My mother was afraid of my father coming back into the picture again. I don't remember much about my father. I was very young when the last time I saw him. It was around the time me and Kacchan were friends.

My father wasn't a good man. He was abusive towards my mother, and I was so scared to come home. I even tried to have sleepovers with Kacchan as much as possible. Once my mother got a job, and wasn't there a lot the beatings went towards me. He would beat me up for anything. One simple wrong move and I would get a punch to the jaw.

Kacchan always asked where I got the bruises. I always said that I fell. He would laugh and calm me stupid and clumsy.

Then one day my father just never came back. I haven't seen him in such a long time. My mother still feared the fact that my father would come back. Im not sure how I would explain why he had to watch me. I don't even think he knows about the beatings I got from my father. He still thinks my father is still around.

I don't really want him to know that my father isn't. I would just have to say he was on some business trip.

I sighed and walked upstairs to my room. I went to my bathroom that was in my room and began to take off my clothing. That included my binder. I didn't even look in the mirror to see my reflection. I didn't like my feminine parts.

I quickly washed my hair, and then my body. I got out of the shower and put on a baggy grey hoodie with old black letters saying "ALL MIGHT"

I then put on a pair of grey shorts and some green socks. I dried my hair and heard a knock at the front door. I was really hoping it wasn't my father. Well if it was he would have kicked the door in. I felt my anxiety go down when I heard the familiar harsh Kacchan voice.

I quickly ran downstairs and opened the door. I gave him a quick smile. He growled. "I cant believe I have to babysit your stupid ass for a few days. I just wanted to enjoy my vacation and not babysit you." He stated.

We had a few days off from school. That was probably why my mother and Kacchan's mother went out on a vacation.

Kacchan looked around, and he seemed to notice that there was no photos of my father. He raised an eyebrow in confusion. "Why cant your old man babysit you?" He asked and crossed his arms. "There isn't even any pictures of him around."

I began to grow nervous and I let out a nervous chuckle. "He has been out doing business!" I chocked and faked a small smile.

Kacchan got closer to my face. He seemed to be scanning me. He knew me very well. He did this even when we were kids when I was crying. I even said I wasn't crying while crying.

"Deku you are a horrible liar and you know it. Tell me nerd." He stated seeming angry that I didn't tell him the truth. He didn't like when people lied. Kacchan was always the type to want to hear the truth.

I gulped nervously and quickly turned around. "I have some spicy noodles if yo-" I paused when Kacchan gripped my wrist.

"Tell me. Stop lying."

"Im not!" I shouted, and I squeaked when he gripped my wrist tighter. It was starting to hurt. Kacchan was very strong, but I had some muscle myself too. The thing was I didn't want to hurt him, or even accidentally use my new quirk on him without thinking. "Kacchan...please...let go....it hurts.."

He stared into my eyes for what seemed like forever. His face turned into a concerned expression. Kacchan let go, and forced an angry look. "Whatever." He grumbled under his breath, and he sat down on the couch.

I rubbed my wrist and stared at him. He turned on the TV and just began to watch it. I sighed and I walked into my kitchen. I picked some stuff out of my cabinets, and began to make some spicy noodles. I didn't want Kacchan to eat something he didn't like.

I finally finished the spicy noodles, and placed them on my dining room table. "Hey Kacchan! I made some food." I tried to say it in a cheerful tone, so the atmosphere wouldn't be so uncomfortable anymore.

Kacchan just got up and sat down at the dining room table. He took a bite and looked at me with a disgusted look. "This is really nasty Deku."

I sighed and frowned. "Yeah....i kinda assumed that....im not a good cook like my mom..."

"What about your dad?" Kacchan asked. He clearly wanted to know about what happened with my dad.

I rubbed my arm nervously and looked at the ground. "He isn't good at cooking either..."

"You always seem nervous and sad when I mention him. Why wont you tell me about him. Where is he Deku?" He asked. I didn't want to argue about this anymore. I shook my head. "Im going to bed. If you hate what I made so badly, then toss it out..." I stated and walked away before he could say anything.

I didn't want to talk about my father. I didn't enjoy talking about him, and I don't want anyone to know what he did to me and my mother. If he left, then I want to forget him. I don't miss him. I hate him. I hate him for what he did to me, and my mother. For a long time as a child I stayed with my mother everywhere I went when he left. I feared people. I even cried all the time when she left, because I didn't want to be bullied.

Kacchan and his two friends were my bullies after Kacchan stopped being my friend. I protected a kid he was trying to beat up. I wanted to save him. Which I was able to do that, but I got badly beaten up. I remember my long green hair laying on the sand, as I looked up at the sky. I was in a lot of pain, but I didn't give up.

I still wont give up.

I want to save people.

That's just how I am.