Y/N POV: I still have feelings for Roc.... And I think I have feelings for Ray to...becaisr if the way he pushed me on the wall.. Body to body..
I sit here thinking and asking my self if I just call Roc
..
So I decide to call him
**PHONE convo**
ROC: hello?
Me: uh.... It's Y/n...
Roc: what you wahnt . he said rudly
Me: I still have feelings for you...
Roc: ok
Me: please..take me back
Roc: ain't easy
Me: what do you mean?
Roc: it ain't easy for me to let you into my life....right after you tried fuxking ray...that hurt Darrin and me
Me: I never tried to!
Roc: what was that day with you and ray in the janitor closet ?
Me: ....
Roc: exactly
Me: I'm sorry for everything that I have done... I truly am ...I never meant that to happen..I was trying to find out why in the hell ray tried breaking up with Darrin and that's why I pushed him to the wall..what he said was not true
Roc: who's with you now?
Me:...no one
Roc: where you at?
Me: at home
Roc: ok..ok..imma come over so we can talk over this some more Ight?
Me: ok. I try to say like I didn't care
Roc: I know your trying not to sound like you care, but let me tell you this..keep acting like you don't care and I'm gonna act like you never exsists Ight?
Me: ...yea. I said as I hang up
How did he know?
I walk upstairs to my room and began to dress in something comfty...I didn't know what to wear so I just decided to wear a yellow sundress, with some yellow flats and I just let my hair out.
About forty five minutes later Roc came
Roc: hey...
Me: hi... You can have a seat. I said as he did as told
Roc: so..about us..
Me: yea..um...
Roc: ok... I like you allot...we just met in all but I do have feelings for you...but I know you have feelings for Ray...I feel like you do...
Me: I like you to...but I kinda...a tiny bit had feelings for ray..I said Had. But I like you and I wanna be with you
Roc: since we both like each other I guess we can-(GCO by phone call)
Rocs POV:
Me: hold on
**CONVO
Me: hello?
Darrin: *crying*
Me: baby girl why are you crying?
Darrin: p-prod and Harmony are in the hospital...prod is good but Harmony.....she might not make it
My heart dropped. My other sister....dying ? Nooo I'm not gonna believe it
Me: what?!! . I yell. I'll meet you there...don't cry . I said hanging up the phone
**END OF CONVI
Y/N: What happened ?
Roc: *throws phone across the room* not her...please. I pray out loud
Y/n: is everything all right?
Roc: God... Please...not her
Y/n: what happened!?
Roc: ......Harmony .....she was in a car crash....and might not make it
Y/n: nooo .she cries . let's go to the hospital then! What are you waiting for!!??. She yells as we went over to my car and sped off to the hospital
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