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✎‥˚ᴊᴀɴɢ ᴡᴏɴʏᴏᴜɴɢ

extra : listen to loona's where you at while reading this, since it's a request based from it

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the girl stared into nothing as she lean against the walls, seating on the floor before wiping her own lips

her eyes looks dead. everything in her feels dead already, she doesn't even know why she's alive by this point

wonyoung wasn't this type of person. she used to be so bubbly and cheerful and if she didn't let out those stupid words back then, she wouldn't be like this

once again she let out a mouthful curse, all of it meant for her as she hit her own head

the girl halted her action when she felt her airway being blocked and something was trying to force their way out.

she ran to the bathroom, not minding to close the door as she bend her body towards the sink before letting out everything. she wasn't surprised anymore to be greeted with the bloody cherry blossoms but what made her whined in pain is when a sharp thorn made its way out from her throat as well

she feels like dying, the feels is shit. but not as much as the feels she recalled what she had done to her bestfriend. she hurt y/n just because she don't want to admit her feelings towards her.

the girl left her as expected and now she's suffering from this ridiculous and rare disease

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the smaller girl smiled as she raised her hand in the air while approaching the taller, expecting for a high five like usual

but the latter just watched her dead in the eyes which made her coughed out of awkwardness before lowering her hand, y/n can feel the air around them getting thicker and she doesn't even know why

"you okay?" she asked when wonyoung never changed her expression

"can you just stop already?"

the shorter let out a surprised and confused noise, asking what she meant by that as she look at her friend who was being weird out of the sudden

"stop pretending. you are so fake, i'm tired of you. i'm freaking tired of this friendship. have you even thought of me as a friend before?" she let out all of it with a straight face even though her heart felt weird by saying all of that

she can't swear at the girl even though she knows that swearing would make the situation more believable

"what are you saying?"

what am i saying?

"how dense can you be? your mind are only good with studies but its useless when it comes to stuff huh? wake up, y/n! i'm tired of this pointless friendship. i'm tired of you"

i'm tired of being your friend

she let out a heavy sigh before she glared at the girl, "can't you just do me a favour and get the hell out of my life?"

wonyoung doesn't even know why she got hurt when she saw the other girl's eyes started to get teary. she want to hug y/n and wiped the tears from her face but she can't

why am i doing this?

"you really hate me?" y/n asked in a broken voice. wonyoung was her only friend and they've been friends since they were born.

it's not that easy and heartwarming to just listen to someone she have spent her whole life with saying this to her face

"is there any reason why i should lie?" the taller rolled her eyes when she watch the other nodded her head slowly before walking away