I was tired. Really tired. Physically, and... emotionally too.
I was done.
I was just so done!
Life felt like an endless loop of hope and disappointment. And now, my mere disappointment was becoming hopelessness.
Honestly, I was drowning in hopelessness, hoping that someday, someone could save me.
Hopelessly hoping
That someday
Someone can provide me the warmth
That the stars could not
By loving me.
By holding me
Love, I wondered. What even was love? Is it the same way I feel towards the stars? Could any emotion between humans be strong enough to be compared to my love... Towards the stars?
Was it even possible?
Honestly, everytime I had 'Loved' someone, it wasn't really the same way I felt towards the stars.
It was not love.
But desperation.
It was desperation.
I was desperate.
Desperate and lonely.
Even the stars left me when the sunshine graced the sky. I was starting to lose hope.
Hope.
Hope was the only thing I was clinging onto, and now I could feel it disappearing from my heart.
"Jimin?"
I was broken off from my train of thoughts.
"Do you understand?"
"Oh sorry, were you saying something?"
He just sighed.
"Honestly, is everything ok? You have been spacing out a lot."
"There is something on my mind, but that's ok. Don't worry, I'll get over it."
He smiled.
"Don't take so much pressure. Say, are you free this evening?"
"No..."
He frowned at that. "You have plans with friends?"
"No... I have... other plans"
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