Intruloceit Oneshots!

Just jump (Intruloceit)

Hello,So ummmmmmmmm Schools been a bitch and now we are here :)
This one shot is inspired by the song above ^ It's a good song :D
Oh and Logan is still in high school/collage at this point.
TW-
Mentions Of suicide
Swearing
alcohol
I think that's it?

-Speaking fonts-
Logan
Remus
Janus
Dark Logan
Light Logan
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Logans POV
I'm here again...Sometimes life can get me down and I wonder if I can ever get back up again.
I look down at the ground,Nothing is in my brain,Till I see a light...

Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down, won't you
Get up off
Get up off the roof?

I seem to look at myself...Like a mirror reflection.Except this me is wearing white and has a halo and wings...

You're scaring us
And all of us
Some of us love you
Achilles, it's not much but there's proof

I stare at them.They look at me worried,Yes I have two romantic partners but at this point I feel like a third wheel in their relationship.

You crazy assed cosmonaut
Remember your virtue
Redemption lies plainly in truth

For once in my life I do not understand...I have nothing to live for so why are they giving me hope.

Just humour us
Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof

"Us?" I ask out loud.I turn back around and stare down.They are not real...Just end it.

Achilles
Achilles
Achilles come down, won't you
Get up off
Get up off the roof?

I step away from the edge.Why does this thing have an inpact on me...What does it want...

The self is not so weightless
Nor whole and unbroken
Remember the pact of our youth

How do they know if I'm broken or not...They don't know who I am...Or do they?

Where you go
I'm going
So jump and I'm jumping
Since there is no me without you

Why would anyone want to have any connection with me? I think back to my boyfriends...Remus and Janus would do anything for each other but yet,I know they wouldn't do it for me.

Soldier on
Achilles
Achilles come down
Won't you get up off
Get up off the roof?

"But I'm not strong enough...Why carry on if there is nothing to carry..." The angel looks at me,They look sad.

Loathe the way they light candles in Rome
But love the sweet air of the votives
Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone
Engage with the pain as a motive

But to not suffer alone,Who will suffer with me?

Today of all days
See
How the most dangerous thing is to love
How you will heal and you'll rise above

But how do I turn back if I've already loved.

Achilles
Achilles
Achilles
Jump now
You are absent of cause
Or excuse