There must be a time, where you feel so tired of life, so tired of your feelings, so tired of everything including yourself. I hated myself so much for being so weak, I always be too much on thinking, I always be too much on having fear. This make me feel so tired with myself. I was thinking if only I am not alive, I would not be feeling too much, I would not be suffering as much as I did now. All I was thinking was to end myself, I have this thought almost every single day of my life since the thoughts inside of me is killing me and driving me crazy.
So here I am, telling you, that it is never been a great solution to end our-selves. It will creates more mess, more tears will be dropped, more cries will be out, more hearts will be broken. Let us fight together until the end because trust me, there will be endless light at the end. Our life is a like a train, we stop on different kind of stations, there will be a stations where light will be provided, there will some stations that requires you to drop your tears, there will be some stations that will left you scars but the destinations that we are all heading now will have endless lights for each of us. So keep on holding on, we need to be there altogether, none of us will missed it, breathe, we need to keep on living, you and me, we need to keep on breathing.
