Pretty Girl Tears

Chapter 39

Lauren's POV

I hated being alone, I always felt like having no one to talk to made my brain shut down.. go all fuzzy or something? Camila had been called for some random meeting which meant an overnight stay across state which left me wondering her lonely apartment just looking for something to do

I settled for a movie at first, watched that.. I even made some food just to try and buy some time.. but knowing she wasn't coming home tonight just left me feeling kind of sad.. I just wanted a cuddle or a kiss.. some kind of contact at least

Eventually I decided just to head to bed laying my head down into her pillows just hoping the familiar smell would help me fall asleep but it didn't, it only made me miss her more and if I was being honest it kind of scared me.. I couldn't go a single night without having Camila withdrawal symptoms..

After a while laying my eyes lift up to look into my phone, my picture app opening to see the many pictures we'd taken together.. even a few I'd found on the internet that I kind of liked the look of.. I couldn't help but slip my hand down under the covers to cup unashamedly against my core.. why not kill the boredom with a shameless O?

I began circling my middle finger under the thin lining of my panties gasping to myself as I picture the face on my screen actually laying above me.. it felt good, almost too good before a text message came through lighting up my now dim screen causing my hand to pause briefly

Camila: Just got into bed.. I miss you so much :( x

Lauren: I miss you more, how was your day? Xx

I replied with one hand as the other remain hidden beneath the material not moving from its spot as I continued to circle aimlessly moaning gently to myself as I await another text back

Camila: boring as shit! What are you doing, can I call you?

My breath immediately halt as she hadn't even let me text back before pressing call, her face popping up on my screen as I hesitantly held the phone against my ear waiting to hear her voice that came quickly after

Camila: sorry probably should have let you answer first.. hey? Why are you breathing like you just ran a flight of stairs

Lauren: uhh... no reason? I just got into bed that's all

I giggled back awkwardly as a small 'hmm' echoed back in response, I should have just said it to be honest.. she wasn't dumb and let's not forget it's not like she doesn't know the way I sound when .. you know

Camila: yeah.. because walking from the couch to the bed makes you sound like an Olympic runner..

Lauren: ok fine.. I was, I was just bored so..

Camila: Lo are you? Are you touching yourself?

I couldn't help but sigh down into the phone with tightly closed eyes and a want for the ground to swallow me up.. I know she was my girlfriend but admiring to something like that still felt a little embarrassing

Lauren: yeah.. like I said I got bored and just.. missed you..

Camila: well, keep going?

Her voice turned from chirpy to seductive as her voice dropped down a few octaves against my ear admittedly sending a deep shudder into my spine as my finger is forgotten still pressed against my clit twitched momentarily forcing my mind back down onto the throbbing space between my legs

Lauren: you want me to keep going? On the phone?

Camila: mhmm.. I guess I could say this was another one of my weird fantasies..