Read the first book My Notebook before this one! I will not update this one so don't ask me to. :) ~ How do one react when their best friend dies from cancer and he hides it until he dies. How does one react when their best friend was madly in love with them. How does one react when they are married and that dead best friend who also happened to love them attended that wedding? When Louis comes back from Paris he finds out that Harry died. His best friend died. And Zayn got something that was Harry's, something that would make everything crystal clear for Louis. Zayn 'has Harry's notebook.