For Rosie or the fat Cinderella, as they call her, it's hard enough being the lame overweight girl at work, who hates herself, has no friends, whose parents compare her to her perfect sister, and whose perfect sister is marrying her ex-boyfriend. It's even harder to be attracted to the sexy, handsome, condescending, and arrogant boss who has no idea she exists but the hardest part is being in love with someone who is dead. The worst part about self-destruction is that you are aware of it. You are aware of what you do yet it becomes an obsession and you can't stop it.