**I do not own the cover image!** This is a fan fiction for the Will & Jem (relationship) fandom--- the FIRST on Wattpad!!* Ever wonder why Will and Jem were as close as they were? Wonder how they could be so selfless with each others lives in a way that many other Parabatai were not? Ever compare their friendship with that of Jace and Alec, and wonder what really made their relationship so different? Now is your time to find out. This is the story behind the story. The story that tells the secret life of William Herondale and James Carstairs. The story that not even Tessa Gray herself, knew of.