Mew's POV
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"Sorry for being late... I really love you Gulf" I blurted again making him turn around and watch me in surprise but he quickly relaxed as a faint smiled appeared on his face
"I know... I knew that since long ago" he stated taking me aback, I blinked a few times before looking confused
"how could you know before me?!" his smile got a little wider holding back a chuckle
"it's your"
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My heart sank when Gulf told me that we must stop being close, even now when I remember his words I feel restless, but seeing him shivering and looking terrified like that almost made me back down and accept what he said, smth terrible must have happened to him to make him scared of falling in love, I will do my best to make him move on his past experience.
Now the important thing that I must focus on, how am I supposed to actually fall in love with him? I blurted that out loud in the heat of the moment yet I have no idea what it really feels to be in love with someone, Gulf said that it's a feeling that can never be forced, a feelings that comes from the heart, so I should just let my feelings control me when I'm with him, I believe It's a good start.
Since that day, I started to search more about the feelings of love, to read romantic novels whenever I had time, I would sit watching him for hours, aside from his inviting lips, I do find him good-looking, serious about his work, quickly get embarrassed that makes him look adorable with his baby red cheeks and he is very patient with me, he was surprised when I hugged him but my heart didn't skip a beat or anything, holding him felt so normal so I finally decided to call real experts, my siblings, we decided to meet at our parents place on Sunday
"I never thought I would hear that question from you" my big brother said in surprise
"you acted in many romantic dramas and don't know about love?" sister asked
"it's not like I really fell in love with my partner"
"why are you suddenly interested in knowing this?" brother asked
"there is someone I want to try and fall for him" I said after a minute of silence, they glanced to each other, smiled which surprised me then glanced back to me
"first you need to stop thinking like that 'I want to' just make yourself accept that you are already attracted to him" my sister said
"second open up to him and try to make him open up to you as well, destroy all walls that separate both of you"
"and finally" they smirked
"aren't you already in love with him?" my sister asked stunning and confusing me at the same time
"me? In love? No way"
"you say that because you are so dense about those things" brother said
"as experts, we already noticed your feelings since last time, our parents too" I starred with an open mouth not knowing what to say
"we know that you are talking about Gulf, the writer" my eyes widened while they giggled
"you don't have to be that surprised, it was obvious, the look into your eyes, how you treated him, you stayed close to him" sister said
"it was clear like the sun that he is special to you"
"but I don't feel like I really love him, I mean no heart skipping beat, no embarrassment"
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Feelings Within The Rain {{MewGulf}}
Fanfiction+ Mew Suppasit is a famous actor, his acting skills earned him many trophies and was even recognized and called by neighboring countries, his schedule was always full not having a time for himself, working so hard to stay at the top. + Gulf Kanawut...
