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rel: hello, its been awhile. happy new year and thank you for continuously reading this book. we've reached a million is such a short time. a lot of new readers come by mitsy's messages a lot asking about her and what happened. and as much as i dont really mind you guys asking, i cant answer over and over again ahahaha. so i decided to tell you all here.

mitsy and i are twins, we have a brother named aki (we are the two profiles on mitsy's bio). mitsy got really sick 4 years ago resulting that she stayed in the hospital for a long time. she made stories and such based on her surroundings. on may of the year 2017, she left due to some circumstances in her health, she was supposed to get surgery the next day but she left earlier than expected.

though it was painful, and knowing whatever i experience now, my sister wont be able to do them, i decided to just post everything about her as her tribute that she would never be forgotten. her atoms, her writing, and everything in between those. all in muscle memory.

since its a new year once more, my brother and i went back to our old home, we stayed in the room we all shared for 12 years. we found a letter we wished we found sooner. it wasn't specifically addressed to anyone but we thought we'd share it to you, since on her last few days, this was the world she had. so before the letter, we all wish you a very fruitful year. may you be guided by the stars to achieve something more.

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'January 01, 2017

            Its January again, another year I need to get by, but so far, things are running quite nice. I've met a lot of people who tells me really positive things. In the future, I wish to return the favor and tell them all the wonderful things they'd be able to achieve.

           The past year, I've seen quite a lot of people grow far apart from someone they were once very close with, but it happens. Growing further apart isn't always a bad thing. It helps you find new people who can truly understand you. We shouldn't waste our time dwelling on something what we have no control over anymore. We just have to keep moving forward— to achieve something better. Dwelling on things hold us back. They trap us into this mindset that we will never get back on our feet, but I believe you just need the right people on your side to continue. I don't know who'll be able to read this but. To whoever you are, I hope you don't dwell on the mistakes you did. It happens, we make mistakes, we mess up, but over the time, we'll find ways to fix it. Things broken are hard to fix but it isn't impossible. I hope you're holding up well. I believe you'll be able to. Lets go far together.

               Its a new year filled with surprises, I hope you'll be okay as we transition to this new one. Though going into a new year doesn't automatically solve our problems from the past, but, they spark a small glimmer of hope that maybe— just maybe we'll all be alright. Walang hangganan ang mangarap. Patuloy kang kumapit kahit walang kasiguraduhan ang patutunguan.

(translation: There is no limit to what you can dream off. Continue to hold on even though there is no guaranteed destination.)

             Happy New Year!

              — mitsy

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