The Beginning and End of Everything (AYS #1)

Chapter 20

Micah Pov
"No. You aren't getting me, Mace. We did it like four times and I swear somehow it felt even better. And why didn't you tell me she was dating someone?"

"I didnt know she was. When she asked if she cohld bring her girlfriend, I didn't think anything of it. I honestly forgot she was bisexual."

"Yeah. I guess. Its ironic she's a biology teacher though."

"How's that ironic?"

"We once, almost had sex in Mr. Hale's biology classroom. The day when i almost got into a fight with Dylan."

I can hear Jame snicker on the other end, "Ah. Well I could top that one if I wanted too. But I'll let you live your little fantasy. I gotta go though. It is my honeymoon after all."

She hangs up and again I'm left there with my thoughts. I think about texting her, but I don't even know if she has the same number. I could call and see, but what if Gia answers the phone? I think about her and then I get upset. The love of my life is happy, she's with somebody she truly cares about.

Screw it, its summer. I'm getting drunk. I grab my keys and dribe to the pair a town of so i don't run into any parents of the kids I help.

"I'll take a whiskey, neat."

The bartender hands it to me and I thank her. Just then a pretty blonde walks up to me.

"Well hi. You don't come around here often, do you?"

I shake my head and she sits next to me, "I'm Rachel. You wanna buy me a beer and we can chat a while?"

She runs her and across my shoulder and I shake my head, "nah. Im good. Thanks for the offer though."

She shrugs, "your loss."

The bartender comes back, "ignore her. She's always trying to get something from someone. I'm Mick. Can I get you another?"

"Make it a beer this time. Bottle."

She nods, "you got it."

"Thank you."

"Why you getting drunk tonight? Everybody in here has a story."

"Why would you wanna kniw my stort then?"

"Because youre the only one in here that isn't dying to tell me."

"Well. My ex girlfriend came in for my sister's wedding. She introduced me to her girlfriend, and then we ended up having sex."

"Oh. Wow. You still love her huh?"

I nod and she smiles, "love sucks."

"Youre telling me."

"My ex brought his new girl in here yesterday and made out with her at my bar. As if that was gonna happen to make me jealous or something. She did was about my mom's age. So how that was supposed to make me jeapois is beyond me."

I laugh ans she smiles, "you got a nice laugh. Its a shame that ex of yours took it away."

"I just love her. And she's in love with someone else."

The next thing I remember, I'm crashing through a door, making out with Mick and my shirt is off.

She kisses down my body, focusing on each peck and then on each ab. I moan and she smiles against my skin.

As she moves down my body, I find myself thinking about Lex.

The way her brown hair frames her perfect cheeks and the way her small frame shivers when I touch her. The way her butt moves when she walks, and her boobs, oh my god, best pair I have ever laid my eyes on. I love her so damn much that it hurts and I keep thinking about her. Her her lips are so full they almost look fake and how her hands can make my whole world turn upside down. How her eyes are so green and bright that I vould get lost in them.

Mick slides her mouth over little Micah and I instantly find myself think of the way that Lex does it perfect. Then I start thinking about how amazing jt feels when I get the pleasure of being inside her. I start bucking at Mick's mouth and she jist keeps letting me. I cant help myself anf I know I'm close, and thats when I yell out, "Alexis!"

Mick pulls up, "So good that I reminded you of the ex you can't get out of your head?"

I groan, fall back onto the bed and stare at the ceiling, "I'm so sorry. That was great. It's just..."

"I'm not her."

"I'm sorry. You are a great girl and I'm sure."

"I dont care. Ill be a rebound. Tell me about her."

"What do you mean?"

"Like what avout her do you love so much?"

"Well... Everything. But I think my favorite part about her is that she has this smile that caj light up a room. The second I saw her, I forgot that I even existed. It was in high school English. She was new. Sat be and she was just so want and inviting despite having green hair and wearing all black clothing. I always found it funny how she hid behind her clothes, she wanted people to think she was this tough girl who had it all under control, but underneath her touch exterior, she was just a big softy and she has the most amazing sense of humor, she can make me laugh likw nobody else on the planet. I just love everything about her. She is absolutely perfect. Like that's the only I can describe her, she is perfect."

"It is a shame she left you like this. I would kill to have a guy talk about me the way you just spoke about her. Do you think she'll ever come back?"

I shrug my shoulders and she smiles, "maybe someday. In the meantime, how about we stay friends. It doesn't seem like youre really rwady for anything more than that. We will forgrt that I did what I did that cause you to do what you did and start over?"

"That would be perfect."

She turns on the movie and I find my mind just wandering. How does Lex always manage to make me like this? It really isn't fair.