Élixir

Poem 7

Testament

Do not look at me and shudder
For I am that inexplicable feeling
You get everytime you cuddle
That sumptous meal of fantasy that even
Your Ivy League brain can't discover.
A quick take of breath that'll leave you hungry for more
That rising scarred feeling in the back of your head
You know I'm coming when you can't seem to think ahead
Do not look at me and shudder
I cross all lines of meanings and give you a deeper beginning
A warmth so great you lie back and wonder
All those glorious nights just seem to come under
Your scrutinization and they have got yourself thinking
Is it all truly a wonder.
So do not look at me and shudder.
I'll take that foam and turn it into hands
Hands that'll make you stronger you'll be left comparing
Between a God given gift and my malicious tendicies that'll just leave you weak.
I'll put those bones into recovery
Even my so called intellectual discovery cannot compare
But what do I do? 
What do I do? You know I'm selfish
You know I am heartless
But no, no, no that wickedness that is soaring through my veins
As the tides of the ocean calmly renegates through my spirit
I know I do it all for you
So do not look at me and shudder.
I am your magnifying self but you choose to reject me
Only because my way is the high way
Only becuase you know I will not stumble
You know I will not humble myself to this earth and be like mankind
You know....oh yes you know
But do not fear
For my greatest weakness is my greatest achievement and that is you
Even as I rumble through the ground like a tornado
As I shake those hands that'll lead me to the get go
Do not fear, I am home.
I know I can be confusing
But only because you choose to read in between my lines
You think I am broken to be fixed
But I will tell you this
A glass once broken cannot be fixed
Try and fix me you'll end up in a mix
But how can I watch as my greatest achievement crumbles between my fingers
That hours glass a constant reminder that I am running out of time
And now.....now I'm running out of options
I stand between my Alpha and Omega
So who do I choose....I will not surrender
It'll take you a knee and a leg to get rid of me
But only because you know you can't rid yourself of you
Now I know better than to think of you a fool
So what do I do?
Do not look at me and shudder
You're already confused but don't be misplaced
For I will guide you
But still you reject me because my way is the highway
So tell me...what do you do when the clock runs out?
What do you do when you only have a breath left?
What do you do?
My tragic flaw best known as my kryptonite
You watch as I am shunned from you just because you wish to be a better person
You watch as I am staked on steel
Bled to the knee and forced to appeal for a greater good
That'll come at a costlier price but yet still
They got you thinking?
But then again I'm I worth the trobule.
Do not look at me and shudder
Do not look and hold me in regard of empathy
I do not need your sympathy
I am the greatest to ever live
But you.....you choose to hold me in disregard
Because I am different
You say I am limitless that my mind has no bounds
No restriction to the things I do
Or to the words I utter but they still make you blush
Everytime I hold your gaze while you melt into a bliss
No....I will not testify to a love one sided
I will not hold water to a ground not solid
I will not free those hands that have kept me hostage
I will not....I will not love thee that considers me a bondage
So while you look at me and shudder
While you see those flash lights
While you remember all those harsh nights
I'll be down by the highway.
Those streets that fed you life
And handed your demons on a silver platter
You dare question those streets that'll never question your questions
But still you stand here and whimper at my feet
As the darkness from your nightmares crawl their way up into your head
But still you look at me and shudder.
But no.....I will not relent.
I might be weak but not broken
So I will do what I have to do.
Do not look at me and shudder
I am home lets see who dare enters.

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This is one of my ramblings that I've had in my drafts for a very long time. I hope you like it.

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Until next time!!

@TemptedHeart.