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'hold on',

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'hold on',

I said as I heard a knock on my bedroom door, I opened and saw Jackson standing in front of me. I quickly pulled him into my room,

'how did you get in?',

I asked confused on how he made it into the house considering him and Meredith currently do not get along,

'Mer actually let me in',

Jackson said smiling at me, he kicked my bedroom door closed. I walked over at sat on the edge of my bed,

'what are you doing here Jackson?',

I asked fiddling with the bottom of my shirt not even looking up at Jackson. Jackson walked over and sat next to me,

'I wanted to see you',

Jackson said moving closer to me, I tried to move away from him but he turned so he was facing me. I took a deep breath before turning to face him,

'hasn't this addiction to each other done enough damage already?',

I said look into Jackson's eyes, before he could say anything I added on to what I already said,

'I ruined what you had with April so you had to earn your trust back with her, that's clearly enough damage',

I said looking down at my hands which were once again fiddling with my shirt. Jackson's hands moved on top of mine,

'You didn't ruin what I had. I did, but that doesn't matter anymore y/n',

Jackson said I looked up at him confused, Jackson sighed collapsing back onto the bed,

'We ended it. I should've done it months again. We both knew that I wasn't putting my whole heart into that relationship. We both knew that I loved you more that's why I kept coming back, somewhere along the lines I made it seem like I was using you for sex and I hurt you',

Jackson said looking directly at me, I looked at him shocked. I sighed collapsing back on the bed next to him,

'Jackson I never thought you were just using me for sex, it just hurt me to know that you cared more about her then you did me',

I said turning on my side, Jackson followed suit turning to face me,

'I'm sorry. I love you y/n',

Jackson said slowly moving his hand to my side,

'I love you Jackson',

I said slowly moving closer to him, his hand slowly moved up and down my side,

'where do we go from here?'.

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