'baby are you in here?',
I heard Alex ask as the door slowly creaked open, Alex saw me and immediately came towards me, he engulfed me in a hug,
'baby',
Alex said kissing the top of my head, he pulled away and looked at me confused,
'how can you still look so attractive even while crying?',
Alex asked me, I looked up at him confused as tears still began to fall,
'shut up dude',
I said to Alex pushing him away from me and standing up, I quickly left the room and made my way up to Meredith's and Derek's room. I entered the room and quickly shut the door looking it, Derek and Mer both looked at me and saw that I was crying,
'Alex',
Was all I said walking over collapsing onto their bed. Derek and Mer both made their way over to me,
'what did he do this time?',
Derek said smiling at me, I sat up and tried to wipe my tears away as they fell,
'instead of asking what was wrong he asked why I still looked attractive while crying',
I said as tears still fell, Derek tried not to laugh as Mer pulled me into a hug, I heard someone begin to bang on the door,
'who is it?',
I yelled damn welling knowing it was Alex, Derek walked over to the door opening it slightly,
'what did I do?',
Was the first thing Alex said as Derek opened the door so only his face could fit through,
'maybe it was the fact you were telling her how hot she was instead of asking why she was crying',
Alex tried to say quietly but as he was a little aggressive there was some volume to it, I let go of Kouvr standing up and walked over to the door. Nick smiled as he saw me,
'don't smile at me right now Nick, I'm crying because of us mainly your fans, I don't think I can keep doing this',
I said shutting the door, I leaned against the door sliding down it trying to block out the sound of Nick yelling out. Alex sat on the floor with me,
'it's gonna be okay'
