𝗿𝗲𝗽𝗲𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗻𝘁 | sakusa k.

第十二章; 𝗺𝗶𝗱𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀

i was feeling generous so another update <3

⚠️ TW: mentions "jumping" (although no character is going to jump)

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› 𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞⠀✦ : midnight conversations ໑

y/n stood outside her, suna, osamu and atsumu's room. she knew the twins were asleep, and suna most likely was. but she was still wide awake and didn't feel like going to bed yet.

should i wake suna?

she paced around there for a few seconds before shaking her head.

he looked stressed today. let him sleep.

i'll send him a message just in case.

so down the hallway she went, looking for something to do at midnight. she found a staircase at the end of the hallway, leading up.

this must lead to the rooftop.

y/n silently climbed the stairs, placed her hand on the door handle and pushed it open.

she inhaled sharply as a cold gust of wind enveloped her. only dressed in a shirt and sweatpants, she was borderline freezing.

i might just go back and get a hoodie or something.

"sakusa?" she said as she saw a familiar figure huddled by the edge of the rooftop.

y/n's concern steadily grew, her mind coming up with possibilities as sakusa looked back at her over his shoulder.

why is he here at 12am?

why is he at the edge?

is he going to jump?

he shouldn't—

"what are you doing here?" she forced out tentatively.

he made a face of disgust. "i'm just about to leave, actually."

right. why was i even worried for you?

"you—" she bit back the rest of the sentence.

"help him socialise," komori had pleaded.

ugh.

she sealed her lips instead.

"what are you doing here?" he cocked his head to the side, black curls swaying with the motion.

"i can't sleep." she shrugged. y/n invited herself to take a seat next to him, legs dangling over the edge.

down below was a garden, and two of the school's soccer fields. up above were thousands of tiny dots, shining amidst the dark sky. y/n glanced at sakusa beside her.

she made sure she was one metre away so that he didn't complain — look at the effort i'm putting into this.

sakusa was looking up at the stars, completely ignoring her presence.

"hey," y/n began. "how do i make you like me?"

"did you not get the memo from yesterday? i told you i wasn't interested, didn't i?" sakusa said, referring to when they first met.

"that's not what i mean." y/n sighed.

"i'll keep it simple then; i don't like you, you don't like me. i won't ever like you, you won't ever like me."