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💔Used💔 (𝘡𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘏𝘰𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘬)

(Warning: This will have the word sex in it as well as mentions of drinking and cursing)

You're really cute, I must admit
But I need something deeper than this
I wanna know when I'm looking at you
That you don't only see the things you want to

He looked at Zayn wondering if what Zayn saw was the truth or a figment of what Zayn wanted the truth to be...

Zayn seemed to always want to kiss or make out.. He never wanted to snuggle or have long thought out conversations... It always needed to be intimate with him and that was ok but Niall liked snuggles and long late night conversations too....

Cause I'm not perfect, I'm flawed
And if you don't like that, get lost
'Cause I don't want it if it's fake
I don't want it if it's just for show, for show
I just want it if it's real and I'm thinking I should let you know, you know

"Zayn..?" He said as he slowly pushed Zayn off "What?" Zayn growled as he wanted to continue at the once blondes neck. "I'm not perfect I'm flawed. I don't want to have sex all the time. I want to snuggle and have long conversations. You know how you made me go blonde again because it was closer to being perfect..?" Zayn looked annoyed but interested, he nodded. "I. Don't. Want. To. Be. Perfect."

This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love

He said as he harshly pushed Zayn off getting up and packing his things. "It seemed you've only used me sense we started 'dating'. You used me to get on that magazine, you used me to get that car, you used me to buy you so much shit!" "T-that's not t-" Niall chuckled "You used me to look COOL!" Niall screamed.

Fun at first, I won't deny
But I want more than just what meets the eye
I wanna know when you're looking at me
That you see deep into my personality

"Niall I swear I will treat you correctly just don't leave please!" "You'll treat me appropriately for a couple days then we'll go back to sex sex sex." He sneered while putting his bag over his shoulder walking out the door. "Nia-" "Goodbye Zayn" Niall said slamming the door leaving the thought of Zayn a long ways away.

Cause I want authentic, not just for fun
If this love is plastic, it'll break on us
'Cause I don't want it if it's fake
I don't want it if it's just for show
I just want it if it's real and I'm thinking I should let you know

Drinking was a normal acurance for Niall so that's exactly where he went The Bar. He didn't go because of the break up, he went because he didn't want to feel like used trash. "Beer" the bartender nodded sliding a beer over to Niall.

This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love

He let Zayn use him for to long, months and months of being used weighed down on his shoulders but he never said a word cause maybe just maybe... What they had was normal... It wasn't ..

I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
And this ain't right

Years after that day Zayn still texted "I'm sorry!" "Sorry" "Srry" till one day it was silent. The sound of Niall's phone dinging never happened. Niall had moved on so he wondered it Zayn did too...

This superficial love thing got me going crazy
Baby if you want me, then you better need me
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
And if you wanna keep me, then you better treat me
Like a damn princess, make that an empress
'Cause I'm so done, not being your number one
This superficial love

Hey Niall what's up?

Nothin much how've you been?

He wasn't mad anymore he was in the beginning but he kinda missed Zayn's...

I can feel you on my lips all the time
But I just wanna feel you in my heart and on my mind
I can feel you on my lips all the time
And this ain't right, this superficial love.