Forbidden Fantasies

Chapter 19: Truth

~ Quan P.O.V ~

That night I just held Jason in my arms. I sat there and just listened to him sleep. So many thoughts went through my mind. I really love this boy, but my feelings keep getting hurt. I know he wants to be with me, but he is in this so called relationship with that clown ass nigga. I'm trying to give him his space and let him work out his current emotions, but I'm getting tired, coming back to this apt at night and not having him beside me.

Jason did say something that really did hit me. I do need to plan out my life for the next 5 years. I can't sell these drugs for the rest of my life, but I'm just gaining the respect and status that I have been trying to get since last year and Mr. Biggs is trusting me with more product, but I don't want to finally get Jason and then lose him because of me having a double life. I mean I will never put him in harms way, but this life is no joke and I really have to play my cards right to stay on top in this business. Imma make it work though cause I need Jason to be mine. I want nothing more than to make him happy and be his backbone.

Jason was right, the only way we are going to work is for me to be truthful with myself first. I need for Jason and my grandmother to meet. I need to let her know that I love him and he is the one who makes me happy. I just don't know if Jason is ready for that. I guess it is going to take one step at a time. I still need to apologize to her first and let here know that I Love her and I will never not be there for her.

As I was in the mist of my thoughts I could feel Jason waking up. He began to run his leg against mine and grind his ass against my dick. That shit made me hard as fuck quickly.

I leaned over and whispered in his ear...

"If you not giving up that ass, I suggest you cut it out cause I'm not going to keep being nice." I said cuffing his throat, pressing my semi hard Dick against his ass

"Mmhmm is that right?" He said smiling turning to face me

"Damn right!" I said kissing him on the forehead. "I don't know why you think giving me blue balls is a joke."

"Nooooo..... why would I think it's a joke?" He said sarcastically

"Fuck you Jason! Your ass ain't cute." I said pushing him up off me

"Stowpp, I'm just playing!!" He said locking his arms around my waist

"Nah get up off me. Now I got to go take care of this in the shower." I said trying to unwrap his arms from around me

"You don't have too." He said with a smirk

"What the fuck are you talking about." I said side eying him

"Wellllll.... I would be cheating if I let you fuck, buttt......, since we are "friends," we can do other things that typical "friends," do." He said throwing the covers off of us

"Jason what are you getting at?" I said getting a lil turned on

"Just like you and Malcom experimented when y'all was younger, we can do the same thing." He said as he began to undress himself

"Jason don't be fucking around with me. We are not 13 years old." I said pulling the covers back up

"Ain't nobody playing, I'm horny, your horny, I'm in a relationship right now and don't want to cheat, but jackin off with my friend is harmless. So take that dick out." He said laying back completely naked

I couldn't believe him right now. Like he was dead ass serious, but I don't know why it turned me on so fucking bad. This is why I Love this nigga cause he so spontaneous and a freak just like me.

I quickly snatched my clothes off and laid back with him. Jason intertwined our legs and moved our bodies closer. The warmth of his body on mine sent chills down my body. He began kissing on my neck as he slowly stroked my dick. It was the best feeling ever. His warm hands felt so good going up and down the shaft of my dick. He leaned down and let the spit slowly escape his mouth as it dipped down my dick. He then took two
Fingers and swirled them around my tip, that shit made me go crazy.