Forbidden Fantasies

Chapter 12: Gut Feeling

**********  3 Months Later   **********

The last couple of months kinda flew to be honest. It was now time for midterms and fall break was coming around the corner. I have really got the hang of finding everything out around campus, and really put myself out there to try to get involved around camp. I am now a board member on the campus activity board, *thanks to Derek* and have became a part of the housing and residence life.

Classes have honestly been a breeze, but being involved and making sure I get my class work done ahead of time had kinda of put a strain on Tj and I relationship. He decided he wanted to get a job to have money in his pocket, even when his dad offered to send him a monthly stipend, but he wanted to be stubborn and get it himself. So the only time I really see him is when we grab lunch or late at night when he wanna get some or help him cram for a test.

I try not to be a bitch about the situation, but I do miss spending time with him, all that's on his mind is school, work, and playing basketball with this little group he hang with now. I ain't mad at him for getting his own set of friends, but it seem like they spend more time together than we do.

When we was at Community College, I never really seen him hang with anyone, so this was new to see him be so social. I mean I got a lit ass group of friends, their not like the ones from back home, but they keep me occupied.

I was sitting at my desk trying to figure out what classes I needed to study for and which ones I don't, when I got a knock on my door.

"Come In, it's open," I said without looking up

I felt a pair of hands wrap around my eyes

"Who tf!" I said turning around about to swing

"Chill bae it's me," Tj said throwing his hands up

"Ohh, you was about to get it," I said turning back to my planner

"Damn, You was giving me hood nigga vibes just now," he said bitting his lip

"Oh yeah, you liked it?" I said getting up sitting on his lap

"Hell yeah I did, made my dick hard," he said caressing my ass in his hands

"Well that's too bad, I don't got time for that right now, I need to plan out my week before finals," I said going back to my desk

"Damn bae, how you going to do me like that, I'm over here almost on rock hard," he said standing up showing me his hard on

"Well that's to bad, if you wanted some you would've came over yesterday after my class, but you told me you was in the middle of a hoop session, remember...

"Come on bae, that was yesterday this is now, and big daddy need you right now," he said cuffing his hands around my neck smashing me with kisses

"Boy if you don't back up with that, you tryin to throw me off," I said dodging his kisses

"Man you buggin right now, you know you want me inside you right now, but your ass still stuck on yesterday. I'm about to go handle my situation myself," he said grabbing his bag walking out my room

"Oh so now you mad now, I thought we was going to help each other study tonight," I said following him to the door

"Man fuck that, I was tryin to be laid up with you, but you on some bullshit today, you act like we ain't got all week to study, so you can study by your damn self tonight," he said closing the door behind him

I know the fuck not! This nigga really just turned up on me cause I wouldn't give him none. But when I wanted some yesterday, I had to wait cause cause he was balling with the bros. Now that's some bullshit!