Until I met him

Not as nice as i thought

***TW:rape***

I wake up really early so i get dressed and grab my bag to see the sun rise.I replace myself with a pillow in Draco's arms.

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i quietly leave and go to the astronomy tower to draw and watch the sun rise.It was beautiful.After a while of laying here and drawing i get up and go back to my room.I see Draco sit up and yawn."Morning baby."I say walking over and sitting on the bed."Where were you beautiful?""I went to watch the sun rise and work on my drawing."I say as i smile and hug him.Today was Sunday so we had one more day off."Lets go to breakfast" he says walking out of the bathroom dressed."I'll meet you there,I need to do something real quick."I say smiling at him."Okay baby but be quick."He says kissing my cheek and going to the great hall.I sigh and walk into the bathroom.I start cutting more cuts into my arms.A small tear runs down my cheek but not from the pain,from all the sadness inside me.I clean up and hide them with my sleeve.I fix my makeup and grab my bag before walking out.I walk into the great hall and sit next to Pansy,across from Draco.He smiles at me and i slightly smile back.We all start eating while i pretend to eat.Draco was busy talking to Blaise to notice.We all finish eating and Draco says him and Blaise are going somewhere for a bit and Pansy has plans with a friend of hers.I tell them i had plans too so they don't feel bad or anything.We all go our seprate ways and i head to the library.There was nobody there at all but i sit in the back anyways.I take my journal out and start drawing.I was so distracted i didn't notice someone next to me."Hey don't mean to scare you.Mind if i sit?"a boy i have never seen before asks."Um sure sit."i say smiling at him.I close my journal and he sits next to me."I'm Cedric Diggory,you?"He asks."I'm y/n l/n!"I say shaking his hand."So y/n how are you liking it here so far?"Cedric asks me scooting closer to me."I like it i have  made a few friends already!"I smile at him.He smiles back.He seems like a really nice guy,i'd like to get to know him more.We chat for a while and he is a very nice guy.He suddenly puts hand on my thigh but i don't think much of it.He talk for a while more i think we will be great friends.After a hour of talking and getting to know each other his hand slowly starts going higher and higher until it's really close to my crotch.I look at him nervously but he just continues talking as if nothing is happening."Ced could you move your hand?"I say nervously."Oh my god y/n i'm so sorry i didn't notice!" He says quickly removing his hand.I smile and say it's okay knowing it wasn't on purpose.We talk for a bit more than he invites me to his dorm.I agree so we go to his dorm and he closes and locks the door but i don't really think much of it.We sit on his bed talking and laughing with each other.His hand slides on my thigh again so i assume it's something they do here.But then it goes near my crotch again and i just start to get nervous.He puts his hand on it and gently rubs it."C-cedric what are you doing?"I ask."You know you like it."He says smirking at me.I try to move away but he holds me down."Please stop!"I shout."Say one more word and i'll hurt that little boyfriend Draco of yours."He smirks.I nod my head staying quiet so he doesn't hurt him.I love Draco so much.He does so many things to me that i didn't think someone could even do.He finishes and i get dressed feeling gross."You can leave now and if you tell anyone i will kill him.Come back here on Tuesday.Or else."He says choking me i nod my head quickly and he lets go slapping me across the face.I walk out quickly and go to my dorm with tear streaming down my face.Luckily Draco wasn't there so i take a shower and scrub myself so hard i start bleeding and leaving scratch marks everywhere.I just feel so dirty.After a long shower of me scrubbing and crying i walk out and change.

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I make sure to put a spell on my arms to cover my cuts and scratches.I put my hair into a messy bun and remove my makeup.I lay down still shaking.It was now 6:00 pm and i was just shaking while drawing.Drawing helped me let out my emotions in a way only I could understand.I finish a drawing and it was now 9:00 pm.I start a new drawing.I was working my drawing when i hear laughter then Draco walks in and closes the door.I have to act normal now."Hey baby,you okay?I didn't see you at dinner."He says sitting next to me."I-I'm okay just not really hungry i had a late lunch."I say.I hated lying to him about eating or anything but i couldn't see him hurt."Oh okay.I'm gonna shower okay?"He asks grabbing clothes and a towel."Yep.."I continue my drawing still feeling shaky.10 minutes later he walks out in sweats and a t-shirt.I close my journal and put my stuff away.He talks about his day until he asks what i did today."Oh i just studied and worked on some new drawings."I really don't like lying but it's for the best i guess."I'm tired i am going to go to bed."I say shaking a bit still."Okay same we had a long day."He says getting into bed next to me.He wraps his arms around me and i flinch and scoot away thinking of what Cedric did to me."Y/n?Are you okay,what's going on?"He asks me sounding worried."Oh sorry  don't know what happened."I say going back into his arms nervously.He cuddles me and falls asleep while i sit here scared all night.

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