YOUR NAME • kageyama. t

chapter 20

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐝 𝐩𝐨𝐯

"y/n?"

the girl slowly turn and when their eyes met the world stopped. she slowly took one step and then another, then another and then another until she stopped right in front of kageyama. she didn't know if he was real

was he really real? 

she rose her hand and kageyama stood there observing her. 

he thought she was going to hug him or maybe kiss him but instead she poked him on the cheek. 

"h-hey what the- WHAT THE HELL!??!" he yelled 

she burst into laughter. her laughter sounded like music to him

"your really are here milk boy" she said with a close eyed smile. 

"woah you're taller in person" she said circling him, while he faced the ground of the docs.

"hey why are you so quiet-" she started saying before she saw a tear fall

"k-kageyama? are you okay? did i poke you too hard? i'm sor-" kageyama grabbed y/n's head and pulled her into his chest.

she was immediately filled with warmth and a sense of security.

"don't ever leave me like that again" he whispered while placing his chin on on top of y/n's head

"leave you?" she asked

"i thought we just switched?" she said

then kageyama realized that this was before she died. she didn't know what happened. he pulled her off of his chest and looked into her eyes

"y/n it's been almost a month since we switched" 

her eyes widened. her breathing stopped and gush of wind swept her hair out of her face.

"wait a month why-" 

but a memory she didn't know she had flashed through her head almost like a fever dream.

the memory of her running on to the streets with the words you're not enough ringing through her head. the memory of the car getting closer and erica's worried face. the coldness of the air. the screeching of the tires. and all the yells around her.

then darkness. pure black darkness.

"why did you run through the streets like that?" he asked. his voice loud and clear.

"i wasn't enough" she mumbled looking away.

"you're weren't enough?" 

she nodded.

kageyama sighed and grabbed the chin softly and made her face him.

"well you're the top of your class right?"

"yea-"

"you're do the most help in student council and come up with all the best ideas right?" 

"well mayb-" 

"you finished your almost the whole school yearbook with no ones help right?" 

"yea-"

"there"

"what?"