i love you bil ...

working stuff out

~~~~ your pov~~~~

i woke up and its 1 pm . i still feel heart broken like a part of me left 

i open my phone to a text .

* hi y\k , hope u got a good night sleep , hope every things okay *

billie had messaged me .

thats odd shes being nice but like a friend . still she hasnt left me so thats good 

* ive slepped from 8 yesterday till now . just feel empty , how are u *

you respond .

4 hours went by its already getting dark again u spent all day texting billie getting to know eachother more . maybe this isnt the end of this. i still liked her . but i feel like she just wants us to be friends wich is better than nothing .  u spent the rest of the day all and all night texting billie .

*its 4 am , i think im gonna get some sleep*

* ye me too ,  talk to u later in the day aha * billie replies

i drifted of to sleep thinking about billie .

days went by and u did the same thing every day . just texting billie . your parents were even back now . 

u and billie had become bestfriends . it seems like love isnt part of it anymore but its okay . the only problem is. more i talk to  her the more ifall in love and shes doesnt want it that way .

2 WEEKS PASS (its been 2weeks and 3 days since u last saw billie )

~~~~Billies pov~~~~

" finneas its been 2 weeks , and i just keep falling for her more and more and i cant tell her "i moan 

" i know but how is she with u "

" good she texts me all day every day , shes so sweet always complementing me . shes perfect "

" so do u realise she likes u now "

" ye i guess " i say 

i just want to see her i go on tour soon and i cant leave without her .

" i need to talk to her im gonna drop off her stuff " i say standing up 

" okay good luck but be clever how u tell her " he says winking at me 

time to drive to her house 

~~~~ your pov ~~~~

i'm in the middle of washing up when i hear .

*knock * knock*

 open the door and billies stood there with my clothes and a bag of snacks .

" hi , can i come in " billie says in a nervous voice 

" yes of course "

" here's the stuff u left and i brought u the hoodie i gave u if u still want it "

" ye obviously come sit "

we sat on my very small sofa in my very small living room 

"are u okay , i havent seen u in a while " i say 

" ye i know im sorry "

" it fine honestly "

" wanna do something fun" she says sitting up

" ye " i say sitting up too 

" truth or dare " billie says 

" oh okay um truth " i say to be on the safe side 

" are u in love " billie asks 

there was a pause 

" billie what " i say awkwardly laughing 

" are u in love " she asks again 

" yes " i say she just doesnt know its with her 

" who "she asks 

" no one "

" well there's someone who is he "

" he's a she " i say correcting her idk what i'm doing i can't tell her but she makes me just want to tell her everything i can't help it 

" a girl okay who , i want them to be good for u " she says 

" they are good for me i just don't think they feel the same" i say kind of giving it away 

" i'm sure they are in love with u too "she says 

" mmm no" i say 

" telll meeee " she says begging me 

" u " i say very quickly and then hiding behind a pillow 

" me ? " billie says 

i peer over the pillow and nod my head 

" well as i said i'm sure they are in love with u too " she says hiding behind a pillow 

" why are we hiding behind pillows"  i say laughing 

" i don't know let's put them down " billie says laughing along 

billie scooches closer to me 

" so ye im in love with you , and i know u just want to be friends im -"

billie cut me off . she kissed me 

" im in love with you too " she says then kissing me again 

i hug her tight as we fall on the floor .

we both laugh .

" okay so what now " i ask 

" lets go to my house , my family miss u "

" okay i can actually bring stuff now " i say pulling her arm to come upstairs with me .

billie helped me pick out some clothes and we left.