Chapter 4 my loves :))
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"My god"
I awoke
I stretched out, and look to my right.
Alex
I smile
I rub my eyes, and feel the headache arive.
What the hell did I all drink last night?
I hope Alex' headache is not as bad.
Alex.
Wait.
ALEX!
It all came back.
We kissed last night.
Oh crap
"Goodmorning"
Alex said in a scruffy morning voice.
"Goodmorning Al" i say, akwardly
"You okay?" He asks.
"Uhm.. yeh i just.. got a massive headache."
I lied
Not really tho, i really did have a bad hangover.
"Me too, love." Alex says while rubbing his head.
"Uhm... do you remember, like... anything?"
I ask.
Please don't, please don't
"Nah, not really, things got a bit fuzzy after midnight I think" Alex sighs.
Thank god
I don't want to make things akward between us... if he remembered, it would be for real for real you know... and I don't know if I am ready yet.
I love Alex, maybe even more than you would normally love your bestfriend. But I don't want to ruin our friendship.
"That's fine, I don't really remember anything myself to be honest." I smile.
...
Alex' pov
I remember it all.
The way she looked at me, her beautiful eyes. The way she put her hands around my neck.
I adored her for every second we stood there in the kitchen.
She's perfect.
I lied saying i didn't remember anything, cause I don't want to ruin our friendship. She is still freshly hurt by Brian, so she needs time. She told me. So I know for sure that she isn't ready yet.
But, I do think she likes me, otherwise she would've stepped back when i kissed her.
But she didn't
But... i guess she was really drunk. So that might explain everything.
But i really like her though
A lot
More than i liked anyone else before
I want her to be mine
For a while now
But i know we shouldn't
Not yet.
...
"Do you want some coffee?" Bella asked
"I'd like some, thanks." I smiled.
I was writing some lyrics to clear my hurting head. Well, it was more like scrabbling down some words that I liked.
Black treacle
Cabroilet
Catch the train
I like using different words in my lyrics. I want people to carefully listen to the lyrics and know what it means without it being obvious.
"Here you go Al." Bella smiled
"Thanks" I said. "Do you want to help with some songwriting?"
Bella's eyes lit up.
"Always"
This chapter was a bit shorter, i still hope you liked it :) please comment if you have tips xoxo
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I wanna be yours... -ALEX TURNER- <3
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