"I wished for this"

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CHAPTER 3

Cass's POV

"Soph', why am i here?"

tanong ko sa bestfriend kung. . . .

teka kanina pa toh umiiyak, and i'm sure of it. Namamaga na kasi yung dalwa niyang mata at lumapit ito agad sakin. . . 

"Cass you-you can't leave me now, okay? It's unfair!"

sabi ni sophie sakin while stammering with tears overflowing from her eyes. . . 

"Sophia! RELAX! I'm still here , okay? nandito pa ako, nakikipag-usap sayo! Now lets go back to my question, why am i here?"


sabi ko

"How can you stay cool ? How can you relax like that with your situation! with you, being here inside this HOSPITAL!"

Sabi ni sophie

"SOPHIA! Again stay CALM! or else i'll slap you! so again, why am i here?"

mahinahong pakikipag-usap ko

"oky, ca-cass, you fainted earlier at school then your nose was bleeding . then we got here, that's why your here!"

-sophie

"And what was my diagnosis?"

tanong ko

"Ca-cass, you- you have . . . . "

-Sophie

"I have what?"

-sabi ko

"Cass, you have Leukemia stage 2. Why? why does this has to happen to you? ITS SO UNFAIR! KAYRAMI-RAMING TAO! BAKIT IKAW PA?"

-Sophie

"I wished for this, and so it has."

-sabi ko

"WHAT? WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU WISHED FOR THIS?! ARE YOU INSANE?"

-Sophie

"Yep, noon ko pa toh hiniling. way back when mom and dad died . Anyway that's reality soph' . My life is not at the palm of my hands, soph'. we just got to face it, i've got to face it."

isabi ko habang pinipigilang tumulo ang mga luha sa pag agos sa aking mga mata

"How dare you! how dare you say that to me! ano ba ako sayo? im your bestfriend/kapatid/tagapayo/karamay! am i not important to you? kami ng lola mo?"

-sophie

"Of course! the two of you are the ones that i have left! how could you both not be important to me?"

ako

"Then why can you easily say those words!?"

-sophie

"well, i guess, im tired. . .  i dont know. i keep on doing on my ways , pleasing myself yet i still feel half empty"

sabi ko

Really, totoo po talagang hiniling kung sanay magkasakit ako at mawala nalang sa mundo. one night i saw mom and dad fought, they were at the lobby of my room, i poked out my head a little bit. this was their conversation. . . .

"Di na sila mag-i-invest satin"

-mom

"What? what do you mean di na sila mag-i-invest?"

-dad

"Di na sila mag-i-invest satin' because of you!"

-mom

"WHAT ARE YOU SAYING?! Ikaw ang nag handle sa kanila! you had them! why then it is my fault? HUH!"

-dad

"Well because you told them you married me out of PITY! THEY'RE FUCKING RELIGOUS PEOPLE WHO BELIEVES MARRIAGE SHOULD BE ONE WITH LOVE AND GOD IN THE CENTER! But! you! how could you! are you proud of yourself?! "

-mom

"wag na wag mong sabihin yan sakin! BAKIT? don't you feel forced unto this MARRIAGE!!!"

-dad

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then i couldn't help to watch and hear them fight, its crazy. My mom and dad died the following week of car accident. hindi na ako magdadalawang isip kung bakit namatay sila, they died of car accident because they quarreled on their way home.

Back to the constant day

*KRIIIIIIIIIIIIING*KRIIIING*KRINNNNGG*

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