Heartbreak

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My birthday was over a month ago

I had expected everyone to forget about it

I had except now we are doing something

I cannot believe grandad would book the cabin

For my birthday

Was I really that important for grandad to bring the

Holiday forward?

Grandad and the others always go in the summer

Not easter


Whats really has impressed me is Samuel, Jack

And holly keeping it a secret from me we never

Keep secrets from each other

I wonder how hard it was for them to not tell me

They have grown up so much in the last year

I don't know if I like it


I am walking towards Jacks room to say goodnight when I hear Mum

And Holly talking in Holly's room

Mum never tucks the triplets into bed that is my job

I press my back to the wall of the hall and peep in to

Hollys bedroom

Holly is sitting up in bed while mum is sitting

At the edge of the bed

Mum has one hand on Holly's


Are you coming to the lake district mummy?

Holly asks


No holly I have to stay home to work but

You will have grandma and grandad with you

Mum says in a calming voice


I see the smile fade from Holly's lips as

Her bottom lip start to quiver

I wish I could go in and give her a hug

But I cant not while mum is in there


Mummy, you have to go its a family holiday

Is daddy coming

Holly asks hopefully

Daddy wont be home in time to go on the

Holiday honey

Mum says

Holly tells mum she doesn't want to go

On the holiday without her


Mum tells Holly she will be going

I can't hear anymore and run to my room

I can't believe mum did the one thing she

Told me she would never do

She broke Holly's heart 

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