I Was Not Ment To Break

It will be fun

Once I have calmed myself down

I reach for my phone on the bedside table

I need to phone masie

She is the only one who will understand

I didn't give Masie a chance to say hi

When I said

She broke her heart

What?

Masie asked

Just now Mum broke her heart

I knew I wasn't making any sense

I was still shaking with anger

That didn't matter though I just had

To get it out there in the open

Ok start from the beginning what happened

I told her Holly asked mum if she was coming

And mum had said no

Holly didn't want to go without her

Seeing my baby sister ger her heart

Broken broke my heart

I couldn't protect her from this

I wish I could

Did you know about going to the

Lake District?

I asked

I was the one who suggested it to

Grandad

You had thrown me a fantastic birthday party

For me I just wanted to thank her for it

And don't worry about Holly

Once she gets there she will forget

There is someone missing

She will have fun

So will Samuel and Jack

Just trust me on this

Masie reassured me

Masie wants me to bring

Our bikes

She wants to take the triples

On a bike ride and have 

A picnic just like the ones we

Had when we were younger

Masie promises me

One more time the triplets

Will have fun

I just hope she is right