My friend is dead because of you

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I knock softly on Jokers door, as not to awake the other henchmen sleeping tight.

I had left Smiley with Zac, after he had fallen asleep crying by Minds side. Zac had took him to his room, with my help, and laid him down on the bed.

I had stood in the doorway for about a minute when Zac said "don't worry Jamie- Uh, I mean Mute.. He'll be fine. I look after him for you. Go get some sleep now"

"Thanks" I had whispered before giving Zac a sincere hug, then I had left for my room to change.

Now I am here. Outside my friends murderers room. Just because he asked me to. Doesn't seem fair does it?

The door opens and Joker stands there looking at me with a soft smile.

Wait, soft smile?

"Come in" he says quietly stepping aside to give me room to plop in.

"Uhm, yeah, thanks?" I say hesitantly.

Joker closes the door before turning towards me, taking a step forward and-.

Wait, what is this?
He is.. Hugging me?!

"You smell nice" he mumbles into my hair.

Okey something is definitely off here.

I push him softly way. "What's up with you today?" I say trying not to sound too confused about the sudden.. Niceness...

"Hey, I may be a phyco, and a killer, but I am still human. I need company just as much as everyone else!" Joker whispers, hugging me tight again.

"Well, yes I guess, I uh.. Wait, no, something is up, what is it?" I try to push him if again but he just holds on tighter.

"Shut up" he hisses. Jokers hand roam over my back, settling his hand on my lower back pushing me closer up his firm body.

This isn't just weird, this is getting very cozy. And a cozy Jokes is giving me the creeps. Huh, that's new.

"Alight.." I mumble patting his back awkwardly. "So, you just found the sudden urge to just hug someone? Is that why you called me in?"

He hums holding me tighter.

"Oh, right.." I say, having absolutely no fucking idea how to handle this situation.

"What, no wait-" joker says breaking us up a little, "I didn't find the sudden urge to hug someone. I had a urge to hug you. And honestly I am considering killing you for it"

"I- you.. Wha-" is all I can say before he drags me in to a bone crushing hug again (nearly literally. Jokers hugs are dangerously tight). "I- I can't breathe!" I yelp out trying to suck in some fresh air into my crushed lounges.

He let his tight grasp around lighten a little, then he starts moving backwards. "Enough is enough" he whispers, and then I am pushed down on the sofa.

I let out a gasp of surprise. "What-?"

"If you could only see, the beast you've made of me..." He whispers. I try to push him of, but he takes my arms and pins them above my head.

"...I held it in but now it seems you've set it running free. Screaming in the dark I howl when we're apart..." He leans down to my ear.

"Let me go!" I hiss, but he hisses back; "let me finish" I look up with big eyes.

Alright, scary and poetry. Not a good combination.

"...I want to grag my teeth across your chest to taste your beating heart. my fingers claw your skin try to tear my way in.... you are the moon that brings the night for which I have to howl..." Joker finished with a kiss to the check.

I swallows nervously. Joker looks weirdly at me.

"Why are you scared?" He asked.

"Why do you do this?" I ask, avoiding his question. Because I am scared, I am terrified actually. This is.. This is weird, unusual behaviour from Joker, and it scares me. I have seen him cut up people's throats, I have seen him threatening small children, I have seen him throw bombs like it was nothing. I have seen him laugh above a dead woman's body, because she 'deserved to die'. That should terrify me, but it doesn't. This, should make me.. I don't know, not scared.

"Because I want to. Because I want you" he says leaning in to kiss me.

I don't turn away. I can't, I won't. I don't dare.

And he kisses me. Slow, but demanding. Dangerous.

[[ALL RIGHT! A new chapter to celebrate 50K reads.
50K READS! Really guys you are amazing, I can't thank you enough.
Story is still on hold, but I simply can't ignore all the love this story gets, so I just had to write another chapter for all the reads I have gotten.
Your comments make my day. No matter how weird some of them are, I still love them.

Till next time, my henchmen]]

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