the truth ( joker fan fiction )

business

I woke up the next morning with a good feeling in my tummy and a big grin on my face.

that was a great dream..

I sit up in bed stretching my body.

I was dreaming that I was on a-.

wait.. that wasn't a dream! I really where on a date with Joker last night! AND im going to see him today as well!

This is so unreal..

the almost kiss last night..

him holding me.

whispering teasingly words in my ear...

*sight*

this is beyond my wildest dreams!

okey. focus on today. he asked me to dress fancy... a dress I fancy?

I got up from bed and runs to my closed looking desperately after a fitting dress.

"fuck.." I mumble.

why did it seem like I had way to much dresses only two days ago, and now I have no idea what to wear!? I hate this girly dress thingy..

okey, it looks like I have three options.

a) go buy a new dress

b) go for this black dress

c) dropp the entire date thingy...

hm.. okey C is out of the question. of course I want to go on that date woth Joker! he didn't really give me a choice last night..

A or B then..

hm...

A is really great in a way I get to out with exactly what kind of dress I would like. but could be super expensive and I can't afford that..

B is great in a way I can save money.  but I don't get to use the kind of dress I would like to...

I really want to go for A.. but I can't afford that..

should we go for B then?

I pickout the dress in the closet studying it.

its a knee short dress and a open back thingy. I don't know what kind of dress this is. all I know its kinda short and open in the back.

this dress?

another dress?

this dress?

another dr-.

my thoughts gets cut of by someone knocking on my door.

I quickly hide the dress under my bed and puts my hair away.

my mask!

I run to my mask and gets it on.

the door knocks again.

I walk to it and opens it up.

Zach?

"hey" he whisper husky, "can I come in?"

I nod slightly letting him into my room.

I look around. its all clear.

when he gets inside and I was just about to close the door, I saw the look on Smileys face.

the face nearly screamed; "what the fuck!? you let him in!?"

I just ignored him closing the door.

okey, no matter what he wants; im still Mute. Im not Jamie just yet. got it? good.

I look at Zach.

"what am I doing wrong?" he asks with a tiny cracking voice.

I could barely hear him!

"why does everyone think im a basted?" he continues. his voice a little stronger now.

I look around myself. is it secret camera, or something?

"you can't talk.." he sights.

he sits down on my bed. then he spotted my bra laying on the bed.

fuck..

"you got yourself a lady?" he asks grinning.

I shake my head no.

"your.. sister?" he asks lifting the bra up with his longfinger studying it.

I snap it out of his hands.

"none of your business" I spat.

oh, no. I look at him shocked.

he looks at me in the same way.

"you..." he spoke before turning silent again.

we stand there in a moment. just looking at each other.

well, me standing and him sitting on my bed.

he then stood up from and looked down at me.

and I thought I was tall.. looks like every god damn man in this fucking world js higher than me.

joker, batman, Smiley and now even Zach.

he reaches for my mask.

I back off from him.

I shake my head no again.

"I heard your voice. you are a girl. I already know it now! let me just take a look... Please? what do you have to lose?"

I looked at him for a second.

he already know I am a girl now. and he knows I can speak!

he is going to tell everyone anyway. he is right. what do I have tk lose? im dead anyway..

He reaches for my mask again.

But this time, I don't back off.

he slowly takes my mask off and I shut my eyes closed.

I stop breathing. it feels like my lounges are about to explode!

"open your eyes" he commands after taking my mask off and looking at me for awhile.

I slowly opens my eyes looking down.

"look at me" he says.

I look up at him.

he smiles down at me. "hou are beautiful..." he whispers.

I look weirdly at him.

wtf, man? no im not!

"im so going to tell everyone this!" he grins and walks to the door.

"no! Please, don't" I say grabbing his arm.

"oh, hell yes I am! this could get me promoted! you are dating Joker for gods sake! ge would loooove to hear this..."

"you wanna know why everyone hates you?" I say looking sternly into his eyes.

he looks back, his smike fading.

"because you do things like this" I say to him. "if you tell Joker he is going to kill me. and what good would that be to you? the other guys would not be informed that im a girl! Joker are only going to tell them Mute is dead. and then he will tell you made sure I gkt killed. and what do you think my friends, Smiley would do to you then? or Mind! they would kill you. and it would not be quick"

he look at me with big eyes. then he swallows. he nods looking down.

"can.. I kinda... you know..." he says shyly.

"can you what?" I ask

he takes a deep breath looking down. then he slowly looks up.

"can I kiss you?" he asks whispers.