Chase Me, Baby

Chase 7

Pagkatapos ng dinner agad akong umakyat sa kwarto. Pakiramdam ko pagod na pagod ako sa mga nangyayari ka sakin.

Umupo ako sa kama at di mapigilang isipin ang nangyari. Wala naman sigurobg masama kung ipagpapatuloy ko kung ano man ang nakaplano, ang mag papansin sa kanya. Pero di ko rin mapigilang isipin kung tama ba, kase parang mali dahil he needs personal space.

Nagiisip ako but it ended up on continuing it. Wala namang mawawala diba?

Sa gitna ng pag mumuni muni may biglang pumasok sa kwarto ko.

"Kuya"

"I heared what happened and what you did" panimula nito, probably, manang told him.

" Yeah, One desparate move" I sighed

" Are you happy?" nagtaka ako sa tanong nya pero sumagot parin.

"Yes, I didnt thought that he is like you" I smiled at him, pareho sila, Asher is 3years older than kuya, but still they are friends. Okay, age doesnt matter, and I hope ganun din sa akin. Agr doesnt matter, mahalin nya ako  despite of our age. He is first year college and I am a grade 10 student.

"Like me?" he asked but I know, he has already the idea.

" Yeah, you too are both an observer, youre both good in observing things thats why he knew that Im just pretending"

He sighed and looked at me intently.

"Maybe you are not a good actress enough para mapaniwala sya, I need to enroll you to an acting class" biro nito at ngumisi, napatawa na lang ako. Hes cold and Im happy that he is not using that to me. He joke often to me.

"I thought youre going to scold me because of what I did" sandali syang natahimik. At wala atang balak sumagot.

After the long silence, he finally talk.

" Im happy that you are happy. I will support you as long as you are happy. But please, dont get hurt. You are all that I have, I dont want you hurt" sabi nito, nalungkot ako, wala kasing ibang sinasabi sa akin si kuya o ipinaaalala kundi ang wag masktan. Ayaw nyang nahihirapan ako,

Every night, he will visit me here and ask if I have subjects Im having a hard time. Wala na akong ibang hihilingin pa basta nasa tabi ko sya. Hes everyones dream guy and dream brother. I loves him so much. Im not getting hurt, I wont let him see any weak side of me, I wont let him see me crying, I promise because he once said to me that whenever Im hurting, he is hurting.

Siguro ganun lang talaga kase magkapatid kami.

" I wont get hurt, Im strong, you know that"  pag aalo ko sa kanya. Ngumiti naman sya at lumuwag ang nararamdaman ko sa ngiti nya.

" Minsan, pinipilit nating di masaktan, pero pag talagang mahal mo, di mo mapipigilan ang sarili mo"

I stared at him, kumunot ang noo ko

" May pinaghuhugutan?" I joked, He laughed

" Kaninong ideya yun"tanong nito , sasagot na sana ako dahil alam ko ang tinutukoy nya pero sya na rin ang sumagot sa tanong nya.

"Of course, si Karyl, sya lang naman ang best friend mo, haysst, kakaiba talaga ang takbo ng utak nung babaeng yun" ngumisi ako ng patago, Im not going to meddle with them pero di  maitatago yung fact na may something.