KEEPING IT REAL 3 (Agape)

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Aria
Mama they ok"
Yea The kids are fine aria don't worry about them just worry about yamir"
I'm trying to mama but it's hard when one down I just don't feel right about the others"
It's the mother in you where's Kenen"
I don't know I really don't"
What you mean you don't know where ya husband at"

Exactly what I said mama"
Baby he prolly just stressed he'll be there soon"
I sure hope so"my foot taped against the floor as I rocked yamir in my arms he was fine and we were waiting for paper work to check out
Ma I'll call you back"

I hung up and sat my phone down ion know what was up with Kenen but we got into an argument yesterday and he stormed off came back last night and then left again I haven't seen him all day today and I ain't have my car with me But imma be straight

Come on baby let's get you back to grandmas house so you can see ya sisters and brothers they miss you"
Blah da meh"he babbled i blew at his stomach kissing it after
Hi ms.Brewster here's the paperwork just sign it off and you guys can head out"
Ok"

I sighed it and grabbed my purse and we left I rung kenens number and he finnaly answered

Hello"
Yea wassup"
Where you been at they just let us out the hospital"
Shit I figured we needed some space I'm on the way"
How long"
20 minutes"
You got me fucked up you know what we do need space"

I hung up and ordered a private driver he was here within minutes I got in and put the address in
Water"
No I'm ok"

I rubbed yamir hair as we drove and I noticed Kenen blowing my phone up I put it on dnd and threw it in my bag
Sometimes I wished we argued about simple shit like toothpaste or fucking purses or something we always argued about big shit but this time just didn't feel good at all

This is what the end of a second year of marriage is huh they said the 1st would be amazing but damn I thought they were lieing
Ke was hiding something but I trusted him enough to know that he wouldn't be doing nothing stupid but as a women I couldn't help but to wonder was there

Another...women...for ke

It hurt to think about but the things he said to me where fucking harsh for the first time ke had genuinely hurt my feelings bad and shit I was hurt but I'm cool with it I know he can be stressed but when I pressed him about that phone call he wanted to flip out

Stupid said he went to get my sweater but didn't come back with a sweater in fact ain't no sweater in the fucking car so he was lying first lies about ya location saying you was wit nova but you won't then this and the phone call blow up

I love him so much i just didn't wanna be left in the dark about nothing it was something bigger then me brewing and I could feel it inside of me but I had other more important shit to worry about other then kenens lies

Kairi had a recital for her band class this week Wednesday yosohn had a play date with one of his friends from school the mother was letting her kid come over for three hours on Tuesday then kyla butt had a doctors appointment early Thursday

All things id have to most likely do on my own so I was preparing for that then lastly ke had some stuff being shipped in so we were high with security and security gets on my fucking nerve I can't walk around the house naked pure bullshit

I got to my moms house and unlocked the door going inside
MOMMY"they screamed hugging me and yamir
Hi baby's how y'all doing"
Mommy I miss you"yosohn smiled
I missed you a whole lot mommy come look we drew you something"kairi yanked my arm and pulled me in the living room

I had to kick my shoes off before I got on my momma carpet she won't finna beat my ass
Where's daddy"kairi asked
He's on the way you guys ready for school tomorrow"
No"yosohn sighed laying on me
Why not lil man"
I got to read to the class tomorrow"
Don't be nervous you got this big man"

But mommy it's dr.suess books they boring I wanna read the books without the pictures"
Remember lil guy you get higher knowledge at home not always at school don't worry you can read all the chapter books you want at home ok"
Ok so I can do it tomorrow?"
Yea you gotta show em you smart papa"

Mama"kyla grabbed my face and hugged me sitting on my chest
Come on kyla you gonna make me drop yamir"
Mama"she smiled kissing my face and squeezing my cheeks
Hey hey get off my couch like that children"I heard my mom say and they hoped down

Y'all get ready for bed school tomorrow"
Awweeee"kairi wined "mommy just got here"
We can talk at story time "
Yay"
They ran to the back and yamir laid on the couch waiting for my mom to come pick him up like she always did

Hey baby how you doing"
I'm fine mommy just a lil tired but I'm fine"
You spoke to him"
Yea"
Good see told you"
You sure did"
So yamir gonna be fine"
Yea he is I just gotta make sure janice has everything he needs this can't happen again"

I spoke to her she was so frazzled"
I know I know she just got spooked I'll speak to her plus the kids gonna get to missing her soon"
I heard a yell and shook my head I knew that yell to often
KYLA BREWSTER LET YOSOHN HAIR GO NOW"

Seconds later she came in the front head in the air screaming crying
Aye aye ion wanna hear that cut it out"
I want da -I daaa"she hollered I got up and kneeled in front of her

What did I just say cut that crying out aight"
Da-"I whipped her face quickly
Aht nun of that go in there get yo butt ready for bed"

She walked off and I shook my head
Her father got her spoiled"
Knock knock knock*
I see open that imma go change him"My mom said I got up and headed to the door

Who?"
Ke"
I opened the door and he looked down at me chuckling Before he grabbed me pulling me out the house I chuckled as he planted me on my feet in front his car

What's ya problem you don't see me calling ya phone"
No I ain't see it"
Ion got time to play with you man"
What's up with you lately you been acting a fucking dick for the past two days you won't there at the hospital so we're the fuck you been at"
Out mane"

You think I'm stupid lie to me again Kenen watch you loose ya whole fucking family nigga"
What"
You fucking heard me"I turned away from him and he grabbed me lifting me in the air
Get yo strong ass off me"
Don't threaten me with my family you know fucking better"

Yea if you knew me like you say you do you know I ain't the fucking one so you better get ya shit together now put me down"
He dropped me and I flinched at him
Always picking me up don't do that shit nigga"
Whatever stop testing me son"
I wouldn't have to if you would just keep shit real wit me why you keep lieing to me"

What you talking bout"
Now what I'm talking bout what was that you said at the hospital learn to be my fucking wife not ya mother"
I said that"
Yea you said that shit to me you lucky you was gonna be the next patient in there but on life support"
I'm sorry baby yamir just got me stressed ion want nun to happen to my lil nigga"
I don't either but that don't mean hurt my feelings"
Come here I'm sorry"he pecked my lips slowly and I nodded

I forgive you"
We locked fingers and I smiled I loved this man even when I was pissed with him the finger lock thing was simply cause we had a tatto around our ring fingers to symbolize our love

His said arianna mines said Kenen
Then our wedding rings of course
Stop lieing to me Kenen I be knowing"
Aight aight baby it ain't nothing thoe just business I'll tell you when the time is right"
Just business huh"
Yea I promise"
We locked pinky's and it made me feel better

See I knew it won't nun serious