KEEPING IT REAL 3 (Agape)

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Aria
Nigga do I look fucking stupid"I said looking in the mirror
"Oh I thought so"
Yo what is wrong wit you"
My nigga you keep lieing to me"

We was just good at ya mother crib we come home you gassing shit"
Nigga that was a decoy duh"

Look I ain't doing nun"
And I got a tatto on my forehead that read dumass stop playing wit me before I swing on ya stupid ass"

Ma come on"
I'm not ya fucking mother make me beat yo ass"I put my bonnet on and stood over top of him squaring up
Nigga imma ask you one more time why the fuck do you keep lieing and shit and disappearing"
What I lie bout tell me"
Son you said I'm going to meet up with nova when they was here I ask Cassandra did nova step out she said no that's strike 1 then you leave the fucking hospital mid crisis said you went to get a sweater you Didn't come back with shit and I ain't even have a sweater"

He sat there for a minute and I cracked my fingers slowly he want a ass whooping I'll give him one ion give a fuck
Where you was at?"
Move"
Where you was at Kenen"
Handling business"

Where? Where were you at lemme know cause I swear before my motherfucking kids imma fuck you up bad not just physically either"he went to move and I started swinging I knew I was wrong for putting my hands on him but hey I'm ready for if he do the same

equal rights equal fights

Stop fucking playing wit me"
Yo stop son"I was pounding on his chest like I ain't punched nobody like this in a minute and he was gonna feel me and these hits
He grabbed my legs flipping me back he grabbed my arms holding me down
Stop son what the fuck"

Who is she?"I breathed out hoping he would get pissed I was even thinking like this and I was in the wrong but I just felt like I wasn't and his face ain't give me no justice either

A-ain't nobody else aria just chill aight"
You stuttered you lieing to me seriously"
"You dead serious Kenen"I felt like breaking down my eyes started watering and I held back tears
Get off me"I pushed him
Baby I ain't doing nothing man you act like you don't trust me"

I can't when your lieing and ion know if I can trust you right now"
I would never do anything to hurt you aight I ain't marry you to hurt you aight but you tripping right now"
I didn't believe shit he was saying I pushed him off me and got up I walked out the room with him following me

Where you going"
Bully house to see what a honest relationship is like"I put my shoes on and grabbed my purse and phone
I felt his hands wrapped around my waist I turned staring in his face
Look me in my eyes and tell me you ain't go see a bitch when you was so called with nova"

I did"my jaw clenched and I moved his hands
I'll be home later"
I walked out and got in my car leaving if I went to bully house Bree would be down my back along with bully I'll just go somewhere else I drove till my gas was close to E I stopped at a gas station hopping  out I locked my doors and went inside

Hey can I get 100 on pump 3"
Yes ma'am you can you all right"the older women asked me
Boy isssues"
Lemme guess you need a getaway"
Jeez you can tell"I smirked as I payed
All women do it's a nice hotel about three miles from Here real decent I go every other week it's a bit cheap to"
Thanks"

Here's ya receipt"
Thankyou"

I walked out pumped my gas and got in the car driving off it was peaceful but to damn quiet I turned the radio on and sighed lightly banging my head on the steering wheel

"This is sexual by Dave East ft Chris brown turn up ya speakers"the dj said  I changed the station and it went to our wedding song
I'll be there for you
Started playing so I just turned the radio off it won't meant for me to listen to music anyway I ain't have solid feelings on shit but I knew I needed to back the fuck away

I couldn't go for a few days cause I had so much stuff to do with the kids and I wasn't gonna do that to my baby's I needed a night just to myself I turned my location off so he couldn't track me and finally made it to the hotel it was real private I looked at the front and seen that all I had to do was swipe my card and I get in a room like that

I picked a nightly stay and it was only 30 dollars and I'd be outta here by like 4pm tomorrow since the kids come home at 4 also

Kenen
FUCK"I tossed the vase into the wall and sat down rubbing my head
I couldn't hide nothing from aria at all and honestly I couldn't lie I won't good at the shit with her and I should've know I should've told her what was up when it happened

If you thinking I fucked another female you were wrong but I did get in a situation regarding business and instead of letting my wife know about it I hid it shit I thought I could it only went on for a month

Then one drunk night lead to this stupid bitch kissing me i had thought of so many ways to tell aria this shit but I couldn't the smut bitch had a video  and claimed we did more but I know I didn't  shit when I woke up the next morning all my cloths were on but hers weren't which confused me

Nobody and I mean nobody knew about this but me I met up with her to try and clear this shit up then every time I'm close to getting this so-called "sex tape" from her the bitch do some crazy shit

Shit she was playing with fire at this point she filled out an application at one of aria stores already and I had to do the most to get that shit and destroy it

I rung aria phone again and sighed
What's cracking this ari, I'm not available right now I'll call you back"
*Beep*
Baby I just wanna know you good aight don't worry bout the kids tomorrow I got em I love you bye"

I ain't wanna loose something so meaningful and beautiful in my life or the things that came from and around aria

But I ain't know how to come clean either the angrier aria got the harder she was gonna go and the last thing I needed was them papers hitting my ass in the face one morning