KEEPING IT REAL 3 (Agape)

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^picture she posted
Aria
Take that shit down aria I ain't playing"
Kenen why is you tripping"
Take the fucking picture down my nigga"
Issa picture why you mad"

He looked at me and scrunched his face up
Are you dumb like honestly are you"
I looked away from him and shook my head going in the bathroom
You keep doing stupid ass shit to piss me off aria you acting like you don't wanna be with a nigga no more matter fact"

He got up and came in the bathroom entrance standing there
You don't wanna be with me no more"
I didn't say nothing I just started brushing my hair
Yo son I'm talking to you"
No you not so gone somewhere"

You wanna play fucking games and when a nigga straight up to you don't wanna be bothered stop this petty ass bullshit"
I'm playing games while you cheat huh I ain't never cheated on you ever Kenen yea I tried when we broke up but I never fucked another nigga, or gave another nigga the chance but you on the other hand I'm not even sure I can say the same"
I ain't fuck her for the 45th time I did not fuck her"

You kissed another bitch that ain't ya wife you been around this bitch multiple times after y'all fucking kissed, YOU NOT ME YOU FUCKED UP NOT ME THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE OF YOU NOT ARIANNA"I rolled my eyes and turned back to my mirror

Then answer my question"
Don't fucking ask me that cause i should ask you that you don't wanna me with me no more or sum, what is it ion make you happy no more you gotta sneak around and shit, what is it I'm not pretty enough, I'm not enough, I'm not worth some fucking loyalty what did I do"I looked away from him cause I realized I was crying
What I ever do to deserve this shit all I ever tried to do is be a down ass bitch for you, I'm trying everyday to be a strong amazing ass mother to our kids and what I get back?, nothing but bullshit from you and only you Ke, I love you to the death of me, i would love you if our house was bigger and I'd love you if we lived in a tent on the street, ion do enough to show you that?"

He rubbed over his head sighing
Ion know what to do but say I fucked up"He walked away and I closed the door leaning against it
I just wanted to be happy again
Shit I wish I didn't know what the fuck he did but I do now I feared I'd never get what I had with him but shit was ruined I sat down on the tub and thought back to my vows

Sometimes we fight sometimes we argue but at the end of the day I come back to you, your my life in human form and the only man that has ever treated be with the greatest amount of love, adoration, passion, care, kindness, and most important respect that I craved, sometimes I thought we were done and over with after the many downfalls we faced over the years, but look at us now getting married
the first day we spoke I ended up punching somebody in the face and guess what you did you laughed and I knew your crazy matched mines. the first time we got to chill and be goofy You laughed at me for days after that and I knew your goofy matched mines, the first time we emhmmm I knew you was mines for life, shit the first time we cried together I knew your mental matched mines, You teach me and taught me love you gave me and helped gain my trust and without knowing it you helped me find and hold onto my self esteem and beauty, no one truly understands our love but we do these rings don't mean anything to me but a symbol that we got to celebrate our love with everyone who loves us, we got something more than just rings and I do's ke I promise to love you and live for you till I die and after that you can do the same for me right, ion need a answer cause I know you will, you came in my life and brought me a new meaning of life,
now I'm going all out kid
And I got mad love to give,

you my nigga"we smiled saying together we dapped eachother up as he kissed my forehead everyone there laughed and clapped excitedly

I let out a small laugh thinking about that moment ke wasn't just my lover he was my bestfriend ,my homie ,my Nigga ,one of the bros even when we won't with the crew I did not want to loose this man

I wish he just understood that

-two hours later-
I sat up looking at my ringing phone seeing mama janice calling me I seen a bunch of missed calls also

Hello"
Aria oh my god are you ok"
Yes I'm fine what's wrong what's going on"
Kenen he ain't answering his phone he's not texting anybody back and nobody knows where he is"
What you talking about ma he in the house"
Are you sure"
Hol on"

I got up and went in the kids room they where chilling up but chilling I went downstairs
Kenen"I yelled I got in the hallway and seen his phone on the floor I picked it up and it was broke as hell I hit the power button and the screen fell off
I got to the studio and looked seeing he was on the couch while his music blared

Yea ma he here"
Where's his damn phone"
Broken ma imma call you"
Ok"

I hung up walking inside closing the door he looked over at me and back at the empty studio booth he put a bottle of Hennessy to his mouth and started drinking from it

Why you break ya phone ke"
Don't need it"
I ain't stupid who called you and pissed you off"
Swear you know everything"
Cause I do"I turned around and cut the music down
So you down here recording or just trynna drown the world out"

2"
Em I feel you, you know drinking ain't gonna fix nothing right"
Yea I know that but shit ion feel nun right now"
You don't feel nun?"
Nah nun at all"
I walked over to him snatching the bottle he got up towering me and I stepped back crossing my arms

Try me you gone feel this ass whopping"

He looked down at me with so much aggression on his face it nearly scared me but I ain't falling for this he hurting but not cause nobody bullshit but his own time his suffering kicked in

Get yo shit together you got kids looking up to you "I walked out closing the door I looked at the half empty bottle and poured it all in the sink I opened the liquor cabinet and started throwing all this shit down the drain

I threw the bottles out and washed my hands I threw water on my face and patted it dry leaning against the sink

Why I had to be a grownup I could be throwing a tantrum right now but nooooo I wanted to pop my pussy have kids and then get older I wish I was 15 again