All Mine

🤭Part 11🤭

💫Your POV💫

Eventually some of the boys started to fall asleep. We were watching a movie and Alejandro started dozing off so I decided to get up. I just kinda aimlessly walked around and somehow I ended up at Mattia's bedroom door. I reach up and open the door slowly and walk in. It's the same as it was when we left, of course, but it doesn't feel the same. I went over and say on the bed and just looked around. I never really paid attention to the things in his room, considering that I have only been in there a few times. I lay back and just stared at the ceiling, thinking of all the memories we've shared. I started to cry just thinking of him.
I miss him so much. How the hell am I supposed to stay in this house without him?
I felt the bed dip down and I quickly looked over to see who it was. It was just Robert.

Rob - hey
You - hey
Rob - are you okay?
You - not really
Rob - is there anything I can do to help?
You - not really, sorry
Rob - no, it's okay
You - it's just so hard to believe he's gone
Rob - it feels like he is still alive, just not with us
You - exactly... You know at Denny's I could have sworn I saw him
Rob - you noticed that too?
You - ya, I thought I was the only person who noticed them
Rob - welp I saw them, also can I ask a favor of you?
You - sure, what is it?
Rob - can we not tell the boys about this? They wouldn't believe us and would say a bunch of bullshit about it
You - oh... Ya that's fine
Rob - thank you, also if you need ANYTHING just let me know and I'll be right on it
You - of course, thank you so much, really. And if there is anything I can do for you then let me know
Rob - thank you
You - of course, how are you holding up?
Rob - I'm doing the best I can. You know, I wish we could have met sooner, I really like you
You - aww, I wish I could have met you sooner too
Rob - yea, I remember this one time we were all at a mall and there were so many fans there and we got kicked out of the mall
You - omg really?
Rob - yea haha, it was so fucking funny. You should have seen their faces when we saw the crowd, Mattia's face was priceless

We continued to laugh at the memories Robert told me about. We laid there talking for what seemed like hours. Eventually the conversation got really emotional and we both started crying.

You - you were a good friend and I didn't have to be there to know that
Rob - I know and I really tried
You - I know

We hugged each other for a good amount of time before letting go. Robert then got up and left, going back downstairs. I went back to laying down and eventually fell asleep.

*About a month later*

Today is the day that I officially get initiated into the mafia and becoming the leader. After today I will be going with the boys on their missions and learning about becoming the boss of the mafia. Some people are hesitant about having a female boss but they're willing to follow along only because I'm the boss's daughter. The initiation process requires all of us to dress real fancy and have a big ball and then I have to prove my worth of being boss by facing some challenges and then the last part would be the branding. Yes, we literally get branded. Every member that is in the higher class of the mafia gets branded but the lower classes only have to get a tattoo. Lucky enough for me, I'm actually going to get branded and tattooed because I will be the boss.

Right now I'm getting ready and the boys are getting ready in the guest room and Mattia's room. I'm wearing a dark red dress in a sorta mermaid style. My hair is up in a cute bun and my makeup is pretty neutral with a little bit of red. All of the boys have to wear black suits with a dark red tie.

This will actually be the first time seeing my parents since they went into hiding. I never saw Mattia after the incident at Denny's and we never heard anything of him after the explosion at the water park.

Out of nowhere I hear a bunch of yelling and laughs. I immediately ran over to the rooms and they were all standing in a circle. I stood in the doorway but nobody noticed me. I cleared my throat and then all of them looked at, their eyes widening.

You - what the hell is going on?
Kai - uh- w- uh damn- we were just taking shots but damn you look good
Rob - holy fuck, ya
You - okay uhh anyways hurry up because we're about to go
All boys - okay

I turned and started heading back to my room. As I got to my door way I felt a pair of hands wrap around my waist.

? - damn, you're really trying to get me going huh?
You - mmmm maybe
? - oh just you wait till we get back home tonight
You - ooh I can't wait

I turned my head to kiss him when we heard a voice behind us.

Ale - I thought we had to hurry and please get a damn room
You - okay, you heard him Ro, go finish up
Ro - fine, but can I get a kiss please?
You - well of course

I gave him a quick kiss and he went back to the guest room. I laughed to myself.

We all finished getting ready and we were all downstairs just talking and about to leave when I remembered that we have to take pictures.

You - guys, wait we have to take pictures!
Ro - do we seriously have to do that lame shit?
You - yes, we do
Ro - why tho?
You - because... I honestly don't wanna talk about it right now
Ro - okay, GUYS! we have to take pictures, come on

All the boys got together and we had an entire photoshoot before we left. In the car I ended up having to sit on Roshaun's lap because there was little space in the car. I kind of feel bad because this will be the last time they will be seeing me for a long time, but they don't know that.
Ro - are you okay?

A/N - hehe please don't get mad at me 😅
I know I haven't posted in so long but I'm trying here. I'm having some personal problems so please bare with me. I love you all and I hope you are enjoying my book so far 💕