All Mine

🤍Part 12🤍

A.N.
So we're just gonna pretend that I've been updating the whole time  ⊂((・▽・))⊃

💫Your POV💫

I turned around and looked at Roshaun while he was rubbing my cheek softly with his thumb while studying my face. I thought about how I should respond to his question for a moment.

You - uhm, ya I'm fine, but you won't be, not after tonight

Ro - what do you mean?

You - I didn't really want to tell you but when I'm initiated I have to go away for awhile and you won't be seeing me, not for a very long time

Ro - ... Why?

You - that I can't say, but I want you to move on and forget about me

Ro - I can't do that and you know it

You - but you have to, there's no other choice. I don't want you to be held back by me

Ro - I'm not doing that

You - but-

Ro - no buts... It may be a little soon for this, but I love you

You - I- you can't say that

Ro - why? That's what I feel, I'm serious Natalie. I can't lose you, not now. This isn't fair

You - I can't help it, it's out of my hands

Ro - what is out of your hands? You shouldn't have to-

You - CONTROL, Ro. I have no control, not yet anyway

Ro - I'm going to have a talk with your father, there is no way you're leaving me

You - yes, I am. You can't stop it, I can't stop it. The only person who has control over it is my father and there is no convincing him

Ro - you were supposed to go with us

You - go where?

Ro - Training, we are being trained to be your right hand men

You - see you're going somewhere and I am to, you'll be okay

Ro - can you at least spend tonight with me?

You - I'll try to convince my dad to let me stay tonight

Ro - okay, thank you...

You - mhm

Me and Roshaun basically suffocated each other with how tight we were holding onto each other the entire way there. I decided that once we got to the building, which seemed to be in the of nowhere, I would tell the rest of the boys about the situation.

We arrived and we all stepped out of the car, straightening up our outfits. I turned around to Roshaun and almost immediately started crying. He was wiping away some tears he tried to hide. I cupped his cheek softly and gave him a soft, reassuring smile and he returned one back. He grabbed me by the waist and pulled me close to him and I rested my head on his shoulder.

Kai - not to ruin y'all's moment, but we have somewhere to be

You - uhm a- erm ya let's go

I looked at Ro and he gave me a questioning look. I just smiled at him and pulled him to go. We walked in and it looked like a fairy tale, like something you would see out of a movie. I was in complete awe. We slowly made our way to our table, stopping and talking to people on the way.

💫Ro's POV💫

Took her long enough to tell me, damn. She's really gonna hate me after this.

Nat - hey baby, will you come with me real quick? I have to go to the bathroom

Ro - why do I have to go with you?

She looked over at me and glared.

Nat - is that even a question?

Ro - oh... Right, ya I'll go

💫Your POV💫

I grabbed Ro's hand and walked over to the bathroom and pulled him in after checking for people. As I pulled him in, I locked the door.

You - why the actual fuck would you do that to me? You're supposed to help me not turn me in like a fucking animal

Ro - I had to, it's not healthy Natalie. It could really be beneficial for you

You - I'm literally gonna be the boss in a few hours. How the hell am I supposed to be boss from a fucking mental hospital room, huh?

Ro - the consigliere will take control until you're out

You - no, no, that- no.

Ro - what do you mean no?

You - exactly what I fucking said. You- how- I thought you loved me, I thought I could trust you but you turn around and send me off like an animal

Ro - I do love you and you can trust me, but-

You - No. No buts. I'm not going, I refuse. And you can do absolutely nothing about it. I love you and all but I can't.

Ro - fine, just promise me you'll get better, that we can work on it? I can't lose you because of it

You - yes, I promise. Now, we have to go

Ro - ya

I unlock the door, walk out, and look around. I walked towards the table and Alejandro looked at me with a concerned look. I mouthed to him, "I'll tell you later." He gave me a soft smile and nodded. A second later Roshaun sat next to me and we sat around and talked for a while.

*After the initiation process and stuff*

I went to the back room and changed from my clothes that were dirty and somewhat torn at this point. After I changed I heard a knock on the door.

You - Come in!

I hear the door open and close. I turned around and there's Alejandro standing there with red puffy eyes.

You - Ale what happened?

Ale - your father told me that you were leaving, but not to a good place

You - oh, I'm not going anymore, I promise

I turned back around and continued cleaning up my make up. It was silent and Alejandro was still sniffling behind me.

Ale - they're already here to take you
I turned around with wide eyes and Alejandro looked down at the floor. That's when it really hit me. I couldn't breathe, see, or hear anything after that. I felt myself hit the ground and that's the last thing I remember.