"Love Hurts" (The Weeknd Fan Fic)

Chapter 10

Thursday...9:22am

Jordyn Pov
I woke up with this sudden urge to throw up, quickly running to the bathroom to regurgitate, I didn't know if it was due to nervous or sickness either way, I dreaded getting out of bed. Today was the day of my dads funeral. I had no strength what so ever and had no idea how I would be able to make it through. As I washed my mouth out, I looked and noticed Abel wasn't around. I checked throughout the entire house and could not find him. I then just assumed he wasn't home. I called his phone it rang a few times then went to voicemail. I sighed and simply went to take a shower and get dressed for the funeral. I was hurting so bad on the inside I didn't know what to do. I lost my dad and Abel isn't here to console me and to top it all off I'm sick to my stomach. I dropped a few tears, As I finished getting dressed and finished putting the final touches on myself there was a knock at the door. I went downstairs and opened the door. It was Jamie and our other friend Sarah. They looked at me and both gave me a hug. I honestly didn't know how I would make it without these two in my life. How you feeling babe Jamie asked. I nodded as o actually felt just numb. I'm ok I said. She nodded. Where's Abel sarah asked. Um i don't know actually, when I woke up he wasn't here, I've been trying to call him since this morning but he hasn't answered i guess he had important stuff to do before the awards I said. More important than being at the funeral of his girlfriend?????? Ouuu—I swear I don't like that mother fu—Jamie don't start I said as I cut her off. I already feel bad enough I just wanna get through this ok I said. They nodded. Ok I'll stop..for now Jamie said and we chuckled. Come on jordyn I'll finish your make up Sarah said as she sat me down and got my make up kit. Before she started I sent Abel a text message

Me: Hey babe good morning how are you feeling? You excited for the awards? I hope you'll be able to make it for the funeral at 11, I'll meet you in front of the church

Babe: ok

Well I got a response from Abel finally I said as Sarah started. Really what did you say she asked. I asked him how he was feeling and about the awards today and told him about the time of the funeral I said. Oh ok how sweet and what did he say she said. He uh...he said ok. So I guess that means he'll be there I said. She stopped and looked at me. Really?? She said. What I said. That's all he said was a dry ok she said. I nodded. Jordyn—please don't I said. She sighed and simply nodded and started back with my make up. Don't get me wrong I know Sarah means well because she's a very nice person, but I just honestly didn't wanna hear any more criticism about Abel. He's a busy guy with a lot on his plate and I simply just have to understand that. I don't see any harm in that what so ever, i just want to see the good in him. Once she was done I looked in the mirror and wanted to cry but I stood my ground. Jamie and Sarah walked in and consoled me. You look beautiful Jamie said. I smiled. Thank you let's go I said.

30 mins later.....

We were at the church and I was standing out front waiting for Abel. I was calling and texting him but my messages weren't going through. Did he block me. Just then sarah and Jamie came and caught up with me. Hey jordyn the service is about to start we gotta go sarah said. Wait abels not here yet I said. Still? Jamie said. Yeah I said. Jordyn I don't know if he's gonna make it I mean you've been out here for about 20 mins now sarah said. I looked around. I sighed. Mane I really needed him to be here I thought to myself. It's like he's the only one that can help me get through this but it's like he keeps pushing me away. I then got that sick urge and that sick feeling in my stomach again. I don't know what was going on with me. Fine, let's go I said as we went inside.

1 hour later...

So far Service was going good. I had no feelings right now. I looked around the church and still didn't spot Abel. I looked at my phone still no text messages from him. He's probably at the house waiting for me actually. I leaned over to my mom. I really hate to do this but I have to leave so I can get ready for the awards Abel will kill me if I'm not ready I whispered to my mom.  No you're staying right here this is your father all of your family and his are here jordyn she said. Sarah and Jamie turned towards me. I know but I really have to be there for Abel I said as I stood up and excused myself and walked out the church. I was almost to the car when Sarah came rushing out with Jamie. Jordyn!!!! They yelled. What I said. Abels already at the awards sarah said. How do you know I asked. Jamie and Sarah looked at each other and she showed me her phone

"The Weeknd makes his way across the carpet to the MTV Music Awards with his lovely and fabulous date....

Bella Hadid"

To be continued......

A/N:
Hey guys sorry I've been away for a LONG LONG LONG time. I lost my Wattpad password and wasn't able to log into it correctly but now that I have it back everything is back in order and I will be trying to update about 3x a week now. Just please bare with me. Hope you enjoyed 😊