uhh,,, um.... so- i kind of swear in this one a little bit :0
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i think that i
fucked up
i seem to always be
doing that
though
you should
know me well enough
to know that
by now
but maybe you
weren't paying
attention
to my words
the way i was
paying attention
to yours
maybe you didn't
care
there wasn't any
reason
to care
because i was just
another
hurting
girl
who wanted you to
love her
but you didn't
i don't blame you
i don't
love me
either
but i do
love you
i think that i
fucked up
i'm not even sure
how
maybe my
pettiness
got the best of me
that one day
i know you know
what i'm
talking about
or maybe you don't
because i cared
so deeply
about you
slipping
away
from
me
but you didn't
seem to
give a fuck
even
if i
disappeared
i think that i
fucked up
but that doesn't mean
i stopped loving you
it only means
that i lost control
for a second
why can't i
lose control
and not
lose people
i'm not good at
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