do i want this anymore?

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i wanted to

hold your hands

during the summer

watch the rays of the sun

grace your beautiful

face

lighting up

coffee curls

and caramel skin

deep brown eyes

that would glow a thousand

shades

of gold

in the right light

i wanted to spin you around

in the fall

as red-orange leaves

fluttered down

around us

like prayers dropped down

from heaven

i wanted to curl up with you

in the wintertime

under piles of blankets

with a fire crackling

in the corner

and a netflix show

that neither of us

really

wanted to watch

on in the background

as we partook in

cuddling

and kissing

i wanted to skip with you

hand in hand

in the spring

through fields of

white flowers

lilies and daffodils

through the april rains

i wanted to dance with you

through the seasons

i wanted to hold you close

as sunshine bled into

autumn winds

and those into

winter ice

i wanted to fall asleep

listening

to the sound of your

breathing

i didn't get that, and i never will

and now

i'm not so sure

that i

want that

anymore

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