What if {ereri}

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~~LEVI~~
It's been two weeks since then, and I don't really know what's happening.

I've given armin the responsibility of being the one who will choose who gets given the Titan serum, but we're not going to use it for now maybe we will use it when someone important dies on a mission.

These past few weeks all I've really done is train, eat, and sleep.

Even though I've been doing all this, I feel smaller, when I say that I mean skinnier.

I feel my hair is growing a little longer, and I feel filthy.

I don't know what's going on I just don't feel right.

I was ordered to clean the stables with jean.

While we were cleaning we stayed silent.

I went to go and pick up a bottle of dirty water.

I looked in the water and saw my reflection.

I looked. Horrible.

What the hell.

I was filthy, I looked half dead, there was specks of filth all over me.

I felt my knees give way and I fell to the ground.

I got the brush that was in the water.

Then started scrubbing my skin.

I needed to get all this filth on me.

I was scrubbing up my arms.

I think I was starting to bleed.

But I didn't care I just had to get this filth off of me.

"Hey. What the hell are you doing?" I heard the horse say.

I didn't say anything I just continued.

My clothes started to feel heavier from the water that started to soak it.

I just need to get the filth off of me.

I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I swatted it away.

My arms were now in pain from all the scrubbing and blood, I was crying as well.

"Levi. Stop it." I heard someone else say.

I looked behind me.

Eren.

No I can't get distracted I need to carry on.

~~EREN~~
I was in my room reading this book.

I couldn't do much else since Levi and the rest had to be on cleaning duty.

I heard my door barge open.

I looked to see horse face standing in here panting.

Wasn't he meant to be helping Levi clean the stables.

"What do you want horse face?" I asked.

He was finally able to talk.

"It's Levi. He's-"

Before he could even finish his sentence I was already up.

If somethings wrong with Levi I need to make sure he was okay.

I ran to the horse stables where they were meant to be cleaning.

What I saw was shocking.

Levi was there sitting on the floor with a bucket of dirty water in front of him.