- 3 months later -
eddies pov
"criss come on your going to be late" I shout heading out the door
"do I have to go to school" he groans as we get in the car causing me to chuckle. Once I dropped criss at school I head to the hospital. I stand in the window of bucks hospital room
" how is he today" I said not taking my eyes off him but feeling the doctors presence beside me
"he's worse than yesterday" the doctor says causing me to let out a sigh
"he's getting worse each day" I say shaking my head
"he's been asking for you all night" the doctor said I nod before heading in
"morning my love" I say walking over
"your here" he smiles
"where else would I be" I say sitting on the edge of the bed. over this month bucks body has started to give up and we all know if we don't do something soon where going to loose him. Bobby gave me time off so I could be here with buck and Maddie takes care of criss two nights a week so I can stay with buck in the hospital. I'm scared I'm loosing him and thats when the doc appears in the doorway
"how we feeling Evan" the doctor says
"I'm" is all he could get out before blood pours out of his nose and mouth
"hey it's ok let it all out" I say rubbing his back after half an hour of watching this and a lot of crying between the two of us he finally was able to drift off to sleep.
I walk into the hallway to see hen sitting on a chair
"hey I didn't know you was here" I smile pulling her in for a hug
"yeah I came to check up on our boy. Eddie he looks pale and thin and I saw the blood what was that" she says in a worried voice
" its normal hen he's been doing it since week 1 and he's getting worse they saying he doesn't have long left but I know buck he's a fighter" I say not noticing the few tears falling from my face
"its going to be ok Eddie" she says grabbing my arm
"all we both want in life is to be together and to be married watch criss grow up and adopt a little girl we speak about it a lot .. why is it so much to ask" I say letting a few more tears fall
"its rough I know" hen says pulling me in for a hug.
Hen sat with me outside bucks room for half a hour. when she left the doctor came over
"mr Diaz we would like to speak with you for a second" I nod getting up from where I was sitting
"we would like you to think about taking Evan home" the doctor says
"for a vacation yeah he can spend some time with criss" I smile
"no home for good until he Yano" the doctor says and my whole world came crumbling down
"no theres got to be something more you can do" I say tears now streaming from my face
"unless we can find a kidney transplant then I'm sorry mr Diaz" he says
"can I donate ill do anything I can't loose him he's the love of my life please" I say falling to the floor before the world went back
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ill survive if I have you || buddie fanfic
Fanfictionwhen Evan Buckley a young firefighter finds out he has cancer he must do something he never liked to do, lean on his friends and family to get him through it. he leans on his best friend Eddie Diaz the most and friendship soon turns into love but wi...
