eddies pov
"before you sleep I have a surprise" I said to buck helping him up of the couch and letting hen and criss in the room
"daddy buck will you marry my dad" criss shouts making buck look towards me with a cheeky grin nodding. I helped him into the suits that hen had picked up for us putting buck back in the wheel chair and wheeling him outside. The garage was filled with white curtains and chairs with a brown leafed arch stood at the end. I stood at the end of the isle waiting for buck when he got to the other end of the isle my heart stopped as bobby helps him out his wheel chair and walks him towards me. I hold him up for the whole ceremony but I don't care because this is my last night with the love of my life and this is how I want to spend it.
"carla thanks for coming" I smiled as everyone was leaving and I just put buck in bed
"so you think its tonight he will go" she said nodding sadldly
"yeah" I said braking down in her arms
"just make sure you say your goodbye Eddie" she sadly smiled at me as I lead her into buck
"Carla" he smiled sitting up a little before falling back down
"im sorry" he mumbled
"no no its fine buckaroo you get some sleep kid I will see you soon" she smiled kissing him on the head and letting tears fall. she jumps back when buck leans over the side of the bed blood gushing out his mouth. I throw the bucket under him catching it
"I need to rest soon" buck mumbled barley awake
"you can baby just not yet ok" I smiled before walking Carla to the door
"do you want me to stay the night so when he does go I can help get the ambulance here" she smiled sadly
"please" I say tears falling from my eyes
"ok ill be in here shout if you need me" she says sitting on the couch slamming her head into her hands as I go into the bedroom and lay facing my gorgeous husband in bed.
"my handsome husband if you need to rest now you can go. I know you fought till the end and as much as its going to hurt ill be ok I have criss and I know you will always be looking down on us both. you will wait for me and we can be together soon. I will never stop loving you Evan Buckley your the love of my life" I say crying barley being audible
"Eddie I love you more than life and more than words all my fighting was for you , it was to be with you and im sorry I have to leave you baby I am but we will be together one day I promise and we can have our little girl like we always wanted and criss will join us hopefully a long time after and we can be a family again" he smiles
"I love you mr Diaz" I say smiling to him
"I love you mr Diaz" he says laughing as we shared a long kiss before he collapsed into my arms and we both drifted to sleep
YOU ARE READING
ill survive if I have you || buddie fanfic
Fanfictionwhen Evan Buckley a young firefighter finds out he has cancer he must do something he never liked to do, lean on his friends and family to get him through it. he leans on his best friend Eddie Diaz the most and friendship soon turns into love but wi...
