everywhere i go i hurt people and i hurt me too. im no good with words. im just trying to write out everything in my head and if it makes no sense then so be it.
i feel like im falling apart at the seams, i dont know how to fucking fix myself. its not as easy as 'sew it back up' because with every move i make in efforts to fix one hole, i pull another further open. im stuck in a fucking game with myself and i wish i could get out but i cant admit defeat. i win and i lose, but negatives always outweigh positives.
