okay so maybe i lied
i am not getting better
i do have more friends, yeah. that's it
my showering schedule and skincare routine and yoga stuff only started so i could make myself more atteactive
everything i do is rooted in faux self betterment.
im a mistake wrapped in a lie wrapped in a misguided attempt at love drowned in cheap perfume. i still wish i didnt exis
i wish i was beyond the physical plain
i wish i existed beyond my body
i dont want to die
i want to never have existed
there goes all mt worries! no repercussions for my never havinf existed, right?
right!
i had my first kiss too btw
just thought id add that on
