wow umm
havent updated here ina while!!!!!
im on antidepressants and i am in psychotherapy 🤟🤟
im trying to get better and it is very very hard
im very used to spending every waking moment hating myself and my body and wishing i could just destroy myself completely and its very hard to even ignore those wishes
i still hate my appearance a lot, but i think i go around changing it in a more healthy way
i am vegetarian now ! and i eat breakfast too
i do better skincare and i shower every other day instead of once a fortnight which is good for my skin and helping me be more confident
i acruallt showered today
even tho i didnt want to
i think thinfs are getting better
maybe someone will read this and be able to see mt very gradual recovery through my gross and messed up diary entries
umm i like txt now 🤟🤟🤟
i have become more spiritual and i do yoga every morning and evening and i meditate before bed !!!!!
also big ups barley tea and match 🙇🙇
i have more friends now too !!!! im going into year ten next year and im very scared but i think it will be fun :D i will have more friends and people who share mt interests in the classes i am in
and i can study harder for my gcses instead of having to spread my focus around eighteen subjects :DD
ummm i think thats it i am doing better :) see u soon probably not !!!!
