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angry love confession in the rain (t.r.)

please feel free to ACT THIS OUT! PLS CAUSE THATS HOW I WROTE THIS BY ACTING IT OUT

it was pouring rain. the drops of water pounded on my window not disrupting my thoughts. why had tom been so distant lately? i mean he's been answering my questions but he's not as- lively anymore. could it possib- my thoughts are cut off by the sudden urge to see him. i have to confront him about this right? i mean you don't just push your girlfriend away  like this. my thoughts keep running through my head as i find myself making my way over to his dorm. 38, 39, 40. i try to keep myself focused by counting my steps. i can't turn back now. i'm right at his dorm. *knocks twice. the door opens only for me to see him. he looks different. there are dark circles under his eyes. his usual well kept hair is in shambles. he looks. cold. he doesn't seem surprised to see me. he takes one look in my anxious eyes and gestures me inside. his room is a mess. huh that's definitely weird. tom was an extremely neat person. his bookshelf never had one book out of place. his bedsheets never had one wrinkle on them. his desk was always organized the same. pens and pencils in one pouch. and his ink and quill just on the corner. he seems to notice my curiosity at the state of his room.

"y/n, please i don't have time for any of your judgement right now." i turn to look at his broken state with widened eyes. i scoff at his comment and crack my knuckles.

"judgement? really tom? i did not come here to judge i cam-" he cuts me off with his voice slightly raised now.

"then what did you come here for? huh? to laugh in my face? or is it to tell me something else i'm doing wrong? tell me y/n. tell me what am i doing wrong?" i stand shocked at his anger. i was used to his typical random bursts of rage and frustration but he had never particularly taken those feelings out on me before.

"i came here to ask you what's wrong. i did not come here to judge or" i put my hands up into air quotes. "laugh in your face." "what i came here to do was be mature and try to figure what's been going on with you lately." he stares at me intensely for a few seconds before letting out a small sigh.

"i have no clue what you're talking about." i sneer at this.

"sure you don't riddle." he looks up at me. "you really don't think you've been doing ANYTHING different as of late?" he shakes his head and maintains eye contact with me. "why can't you just cooperate? huh?" my voice was starting to raise. i was starting to get frustrated with the boy in front of me. he lets out a loud scoff. "all i want is for this to work." i point towards him then me.

"and you think i don't want that? you think i don't want that y/n?!" ok we had started. we were both yelling now. no going back y/n.

"yes i don't think you want that tom! because these past few weeks you have been putting no effort and i mean no effort into this relationship. and to be frank with you i am tired of having to play guessing games everyday. i am tired of backing off whenever you're in a sour mood. i am tired of having to walk on eggshells around you!" he gazes into my eyes not willing to back down.

"WELL IF YOU'RE SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING MAYBE WE SHOULD JUST TAKE A BREAK!" he yells.

"YEAH MAYBE WE SHOULD!" i yell back into his face. i rush out of the room trying to suppress all of the anger bubbling up inside me. before i know it, i'm going to the courtyard. i just need to fucking think right now. i step outside not caring about the aggressive surge of rain. i'm immediately and completely soaked within seconds. my shirt is starting to weigh down with the dampness. the drops of water are slapping my face. i go towards a bench i see. i sit down. the joyful laughter of a few first years in front of me starts to fill my ears. i don't pay much attention.
what the fuck just happened. did you just ruin a whole relationship? of course you did. y/n the one that somehow manages to fuck everything up. i sit there underneath the downpour of rain contemplating everything that just happened in the last twenty minutes. i couldn't help but let a few warm tears roll down my cheeks. i feel a ball hit me. it brings me out of the safety of my thoughts. i look up about to go off until i see a small first year girl.

"i-i-i'm really sorry about that. we were just playing in the rain and benjamin over there threw the ball a little too far." i looked into her wide green eyes and couldn't help but remember when i was that young. when i was that innocent. i pick the ball up and place it in her hands softly.

"that's completely fine! it's a beautiful day anyways." she steps a bit closer and i notice her examining my face.

"are you alright?" my heart melts at her consideration. after staring at her in awe for a few seconds i quickly bring my hands to my cheeks and attempt to wipe away any residue from my tears that had been left. i thought that the rain would've covered up my tear streaks but i guess not.

"yeah, yeah i'm fine. now go on and have some fun for me would you?" she gives a giddy nod and skips away giggling. i let out a loud sigh and zone out. about five minutes later i hear footsteps walking towards me. i don't need to look up to know it's tom. he sits down next to me and we sit in silence for about three minutes.

"i don't think i was being distant at all." i let out a loud scoff and clench my jaw.

"that silence was amazing you know?" i look over at him and see that he also hadn't brought anything to cover himself with. he was sitting alongside me getting soaked.

"i'm serious y/n." i turn to look at him the anger coming back to me.

"you were being distant tom. and i don't understand why you don't notice that. you always do this." he looks at me questioningly.

"do what?"

"isolate yourself when shit comes up. don't you think that's the point of a relationship? to talk to each other when we're going through something?" i was starting to yell once again. the first years had gone inside much earlier. now it was just me and tom sitting on a bench in the pouring rain getting completely soaked. i start to get up. i stand up and look at him. "i just want to be there for you tom! that's all i fucking want to do." he stands up as well.

"what if i don't want to tell you what's wrong y/n? huh? don't you think i have a right to keep certain shit to myself?"

"OF COURSE YOU DO! BUT WHEN IT GETS TO THE POINT OF AFFECTING OUR RELATIONSHIP, THERE'S NOTHING YOU CAN DO BUT COME TO ME!" at this point, we were just yelling at each other. anyone passing by would've just seen two students in the pouring rain yelling at each other about god knows what.

"I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY YOU'RE SO OBSESSED WITH FIXING ME!"

"I AM NOT OBSESSED WITH FIXING YOU I JUST LOVE YOU, YOU GIT! WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?" i gasp. only now realizing what i just said. tom looks at me with his eyes widened but now visibly softened.

"you what?" he softly breathes out.

"i love you ok? there i said it. it's out in the open." i let out a huge sigh. i pinch the bridge of my nose and look down trying to act like i'm not shitting bricks at what his response is going to be. i look up and see that he's looking at me with a look of disbelief. he lunges towards me and pulls me into the most passionate kiss of my life. our lips collide and his hands hold my face gently as my hands bunch his black curls up. he pulls back and looks me into my eyes.

"i love you too."

WHEW THAT WAS A LONG ONE. but i owe you guys after being M.I.A for so long. ANYWAYS. we all know that angry love confessions in the rain just hit different. and this is something i have been romanticizing in my head FOREVER. I HOPE YOU BAD BIDDIES ENJOYED LMFAOOO