||POSSESSION BEHIND MASK|| jenlisa√

Walo! : Favour

"Pa! I'm going now!" I informed my dad as i made my way outside of our small house. I heard him say 'take care' and 'i love you' which made me smile in an instant

Oh how i love hearing those words from him. It's like a magical spell that cures every frustration i've got. Either from school or from work. I remember that time where my papa and mom would compete running towards me just to who kiss my cheeks first and who's better runner than the other. They would always bicker who tapped me first and they would ended up glaring at each other. I missed those days where we use to play uno and watch some movies together. We're not that rich like the others and i'd admit that, but i was contented. Their love is too much for me to the point that i don't want anything else but them. Those days where mom used to scold father and i for being so loud while watching some sports

I just smiled as i felt a tingling sensation running down my cheeks. I'm crying, with a smile plasttered on my lips. I just can't believe how times goes by so quick yet so slow. It feels like, it all happened in a snap. Everything fall apart. Everything got broken. I lost almost all of it. But then, it feels like eternity, everythings feels like moving so slow. Why can't just this tragedy end fast? Why do we have to suffer a lot? Luckily, i've still got my papa and all i wanted is to live with him forever. I just hope papa would live with me until infinity

Another set of tears gushed out of my eyes while i was walking towards the bus stop. I just realise the truth, the sad and painful truth. My papa is sick, and everyday he gets weak. He's old and everything, his body is complaining and badly want to rest but he keeps on pushing, ignoring all pains he felt. I wanted him to rest but he is so worried about me that he can't settle chilling in a room but to go out and look for a money. I'm also so worried but i just can't do anything but to let him. It hurts so bad seeing his tears falling while he cook dinner for us. My chest felt so heavy hearing his continues apology for not giving me a better life. Why do we have to endure such agony? What have we done to recieve this chastising? Why it has to be us?

I just arrive at the bus pull-over when all of the sudden, i felt chills dart through my spine and i had goosebumps all over me. I shivered. It feels like my sixth sense kicked in and i felt an intense gaze on me. I shift on my spot uneasy. I looked around and saw people being busy with their own businesses

A bus stopped infront of me and i quickly went in not wanting to experience some not so normal things. I heaved a sigh once i was settled and plug my earphones, listening some calm classic music

Once i saw the convenience store up a head, i rang the bell on the pole beside me and the bus slowed down before pulling over few walks to the store. I gave the money to the driver and hop off the bus. I walked in the store and to the locker, changed into a uniform and an i.d. before going out and started my job

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JENNIE's PoV

I walk in the Kim Manor which is ours by the way, swinging the door open creating a loud bang. I furiously walk pass the kitchen entrance and was about to climb the stairs, heading to my room when mom called me, stopping me from my tracks

I rolled my eyes before facing her with my famous 'wtf do you want?' expression

"What is wrong with you?! How can you barged in this house acting like a boss, huh? Rubyjane?!" She yelled at me, obviously not pleased at what i did

"I didn't thought you can be this disrespectful young lady!" She added

"The fuck do i care? If you don't want this kind of attitude, just shut the fuck up and don't bother me. Ignorance is the answer, dear mother---"

"How dare you talk to your mom like that?" A voice from behind cut me off and i recognise who intervene

I saw him walk towards my mother who's currently at the verge of crying. If i were an idiot i would definitely believe this woman's drama. But nah, i know better than to get convince by these bitch people's fake spectacles

I roll my eyes once again before crossing my arms to my chest

"Don't you dare roll your eyes at us Rubyjane!" My father said

"Or what, father? You'll throw me to my grandparents? You'll throw me to China? You'll throw me to other country? Hell nah! Why don't you guys get the fuck out of here and live your happy life in New Zealand? Why are you here anyways? As far as i know, i'm the one who only lives here except those maids, drivers and those fucking goons!" I utter through my gritted teeth

"We didn't raise a child like you-.."

"As if you raised me?!" I cut him with his nonsense

We fell into silence and i waited for them to say further talks. Seems like they're done so i turned my heels, ready to climb up the stairs when mom spoke

"Honey, what can we do for you to forgive us? Can't you see we're trying to fulfill what we lack to you, Jennie? Tell us, what should we do for you to accept us?" My mother cried while his husband is holding her

I thought for a while before facing them with the same face i had earlier. I stared at them for a good ten seconds

"Cancel the marraige. Maybe then, i'd start accepting you" and i started climbing when she spoke again

"Hun, we can't do that" she sobs

"Then you're free to leave me the fuck alone-.."

"Haven't i told you to not talk to your mom like tha-.."

"And the fuck do i care, Joon?" I cut him. You ain't the one who knows that bitch

His tough eyes shift into another shade and his pupils increased it's normal size, as if he was hurt or anything. Maybe because i called him by his name

My gaze divert to mom whom hastily wiping her tears and fixed her posture

"The marraige will still happen and you can't do anything about that, Rubyjane!" she yelled

"Whatever" i said and started climbing and paused midway

"You can also forget about having Jennie Ruby Jane as your daughter, Parents" i purposely emphasize the word before going to my room. Holding the hat i've got from the cabin

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