8. Forget Dianne

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The streets of London were beautiful, with or without the rain.

It had been a week since I last saw Siva... and though we'd been talking on the phone, it was obviously not as good as talking face to face.

The 'Bounce Down The Corridor' video had been posted online and Demi had spent a Thursday posting throwback pictures from the original video which was with the Jonas Brothers.

Joe Jonas, yes, THE Joe Jonas had tweeted me and the girls and the boys to thank us for the throwback. Both his brothers favourited and retweeted before replying.

@JoeJonas: I just found this remake of 'Bounce' on YouTube by the beautiful & handsome @LittleMix @Real_Sabrina_Hearst & @onedirection

While we all replied in our own special way, I found the nerve and time to tweet Siva.

@Real_Sabrina_Hearst: @SivaTheWanted is missed cruelly by me and the girls. if you see him, give him a huge hug, take a photo & tag us! :-P

I was joking, of course. However, Dianne clearly had other ideas.

I was heading to lunch with Niall at the cafeteria when I got a twitter notification.

@Dianne_S_: @Real_Sabrina_Hearst @SivaTheWanted with me is Siva.

She had attached a link to it. It was a twitpic one. I was hesitant to open that incase it had more Dianne issues than I could handle. It was a selfie of them kissing.

I won't lie about the pain I felt seeing that. The fans were all tweting that they had seen Siva and her out together early in the day.

They were still out together.

No wonder he wasn't picking up mu calls or texting me back. I thought I was the problem.

Turns out he IS the problem.

Sighing, I sat down and played guitar along a song whose title was "I'll Never Let You Go."

Because I love you
to the end of time.
everyday, every night
I'll be by your side
my love, my love
till the end of time

I felt my phone vibrate only to realize that it was a Twitter notification from Dianne.

@Dianne_S_: back off @Real_Sabrina_Hearst he is mine.

Stupid girl. You had to go get your heart broken by a guy who is still in a relationship with his evil ex.

Zayn will save you.

Why would you even think that? Chic, just forget about him. Please?

It will be hard.

Who ever said it'd be easy?

*&*&*&*&

If you gave me a chance I would take it
it's a shot in the dark but I'll make it...

"Turn it off," I begged the girls. I had just finished recording '18-Wheeler' and was waiting to find out the last song I'd be working on for the album. The studio was giving me four days off to go learn a song... this song, before coming back to sing it.

"Are you okay Sabby?" Perrie asked quietly. I stared at her before shaking my head. She had eye bags which she had fried to cover up with eye make-up but it was clearly not doing a good job.

"I am sorry, I have this... umm... stomach ache."

"Cramps?" Jesy asked curiously.

"Yeah."

"But you had them last week," Leigh contributed. I froze, remembering that I indeed used the same excuse. I had to get out of this sticky situation.

"Did I say stomach cramps? I meant muscle cramps. The trainer is killing me..."

The four of them just stared at me. Awkward.

"I'm going."

"Okay." They chorused. I nodded my head and left studio. I walked out of Syco and into Zayn. He took one look at my face and hugged me.

"Would you like me to take you home?" he asked as he rubbed my back before pulling away from me.

"I'll be okay," I muttered to myself. Harry shook his head and took me in his arms. It felt nice, though not as nice as being in Siva's arms. He kissed my temple and the two excused themselves. They were late for the studio.

"Sabby!" I heard an Irish call. I knew it was Irish because they sounded familiar. I freaked out and started to walk away very fast.

"Sabby! SABRINA! WAIT UP!"

I turned. "Niall?"

"Hey... are you okay?" he asked quietly. His blue eyes were watching me closely and I knew that I couldn't lie.

"Not really."

"Dianne?"

I nodded. "She tweeted to tell me that she wanted me to leave Siva alone because he was hers. The bugger has not called or texted me for a whole week."

"Don't stress. From what I heard, things are going south for them. They want to... break the band up."

I stared at Niall before breaking into tears. He hugged me and I clung to him. I could feel him walk us to his car before he got in, started the engine and drove me home.

*&*&*&*&

Parting with Niall was not easy. Especially since after that, Dianne took to twitter to slam me. She called me an attention-seeker, to put it kindly, and that my sob story was not of any importance.

I cried before tweeting on my account.

@Real_Sabrina_Hearst: forget the haters.

I had just finished making a sandwich before I heard a knock on the door. Sighing, I put my almost bitten sandwich on my plate.

Hurrying to deal with the problem at hand so that it'd be over was as soon as possible.

I swung the door open and saw him standing outside. I started to shut the door but he stopped me.

"Sabrina, wait!"

His body pushed against the door. "Please..."

"Go away!" I yelled as I felt tears gathering in my eyes. He pushed harder and won.

"Siva, please just go. Please..."

Siva looked down at me with a sad look on his face. He looked like he was going to cry. "Let me In. We need to talk."

"You and Dianne look so good together. How was it hanging out with her? Got all you wanted?"

He drew closer to me and wiped my tears away. My eyes widened when he spoke. His eyes held mine and I couldn't help but stare back. "I know she said some really mean things to you but... we are over."

I rolled my eyes. "I don't believe you. I saw photos..."

"Those are not real. She forced me to do that. But I am not with her. You have to believe me."

"Then why is she so mean to me? She hates me and I haven't... She told me that..." I was crying now and I didn't know why. He hugged me, making me break down completely.

We must have stood there for hours before we pulled away slowly. I sensed it coming, i just didn't know if he would follow through with it. His eyes were on mine before they trailed down to my lips. Before I could revel in his beauty, he leaned forward and kissed me.

"Forget Dianne," he whispered before kissing me again.

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